I wish I could tell everybody that...

It's not helpful to ignore my mental illness and call my eternal illness a phase.

My pparents are awful.

I'm not mean. I want to show love but I'm afraid of getting hurt or hurting others

My family are judgemental.

I do not have the courage to stand up for myself, particularly to those in authority over me. I need to though because people take advantage of peace loving, kind hearted, quiet and hard working people like myself.

To let me be, and give me a fucking break

That I'm tired and I want either end this or finally get help. But I don't believe anything will change so I'll just keep exist until my time comes. And then I'll be free.

I wish I could go into a coma so that I can escape these feelings. I am so tired of being stuck in monotony.

I do not like going out.

I'm not worth it