One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
Tomorrow on the 15th of January its been 3 years ago that one of my best friend died by suicide.. not a fun fact my other best friend died by suicide in summer 2017 probably all that I loved passed away not all by suicide but doesnt matter how it ends life ends quicker than we expect.. Im under 25 and lost all ..most of the people have more luck and have their entire lives friends and family and thats great hope those ppl know how much luck they have.. yall call your friends n family and let them know how important their are
No one wants me
Just some uneeded drama going on
I began to take anti-depression meds from 1 month ago due to the loss of a friend. I thought I had become better. But today, I forgot to take meds. All the pains and sadness came back. I could not control tears. I tried on my way home.
I want him to come back. I want him to be my friend again.
That this is me, that this is all I'll ever be.
@mytwistedsoul
I feel the same way.
my life is pathetic and pointless.
@blissedNblessed
EDIT: No, not *life*, rather: I am pathetic and pointless.
@blissedNblessed I know that feeling. I think you are awesome! I've seen some of your other posts, you have some great coping skills I need to try.
How I've tried really hard with everything and making changes. Seems like one step forwards two steps back. Not a big enough change . Feel sad counsellor said can't help me enough then she would like cuz of my lack of social outgoings and anxiety. All cuz of work. How do I change that? What can I do? This might be last session :(
that my self created and past issues created, fear - is subduing me and keeping me from being my authentic self, keeping me immobilized and keeping me from joy. I am not living, I am just trying to survive each day.
I am sad because I
Failure and letting everyone around me down bc I suck and fail at everything and I'll never do anything right
