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gentleCup1525
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Forget me
Depression Support / by gentleCup1525
Last post
 February 8th, 2019
...See more Please forget me. I'm so sorry. Please just forget me. Its better for you. Dont worry. Please dont lie to me. Please forgive me. Please dont waste your time on me. I'm not worth it. I'm so sorry for who I am, who I became. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I didnt want to be like this. So badly. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I changed. I'm so sorry. You dont even have to forgive me it's ok you can leave. Dont worry. You dont have to be nice. It's ok. I'm sorry.
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No selfcare
Depression Support / by gentleCup1525
Last post
 May 15th, 2020
...See more I realized that ever since I've been really sad I just havent cared...like usually I dont "treat myself" anyways but it's worse than ever before. I dont at all or basically rarely shower, brush my teeth, brush my hair, wash my face, look in the mirror, care about my clothes, etc....like usually I care a lot bout most of this and especially clothes but I just wear whatever and then at school I feel like trash cause I look like trash😅 then usually I'm a normal eater uk eating at the right times and right amounts but I've lost my appetite and I eat at the weirdest times and sometimes even just once or twice a day...and usually it's just trash now...my room is also trash usually it's pretty messy haha but it's a lot worse and I havent cleaned in so long and everythings a mess and I barely do the laundry either...or hw... what do I even do everyday? I don't even know....?😅 ahhhhshsjdjdjdjdjrjrjrjrjdjdjdjnriririthrjejkdndnfnfnnfnffjjrjdrjrjejejrjrndnnrnnr ahhhhhh...I just dont care but the results make me feel like trash but i dont have the motivation or time to change or do anything...everythings wronggg .//
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Disappear
Depression Support / by gentleCup1525
Last post
 February 2nd, 2019
...See more My friends dont need me...it doesnt matter if I disappear...theyd get along just fine..in fact even better. I suppose that's better for them.. :) ... :( not so much for me but whatevers best for them...they dont need a loud, complaining, changing, egotistical, weird, awkward, incredibly stupid, whiny girl following them around breaking down towers and causing problems and destruction from time to time. If I've never met them theyd get along fine i dont matter who cares the earth would go on the same nothing changes nothing happens and heres me trying to be a narrisisstic attention seeker wanting to feel needed and the center of attention like a high matinenced petty dog...
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