One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
I really need a friend to talk to; Kik me?
I am still feeling horrible about how my relationship with my daughter has been destroyed. I miss her so much on Christmas Eve. I don't know if I am ever going to be able to fully recover from the things she has done to me or the heartbreak I feel every day.
That he rejected me before I even knew to what extent I really liked him.
That his friend likes me but doesn't make a chance due to the memories of him.
That I am to scared to go for what I want.
That most of my friends most likely barely tolerate me and that 2 of them likely outright hate me/want nothing to do with me, and nothing says happy holidays than being considered an intrusion.
That and the fact I have to lie and say "I'm fine" when asked as everyone in my life is sick and tired of my honesty, hence the "tolerate" part :/
@lycan9826
hey. Theres a lot of people in the world. If they dont like you than love, theyre just the wrong ones. I know thats hard to see now but its not that hard once you realise that the bright and TRUE die of it is THERE ARE YOUR PEOPLE OUT THERE. They will truly delight in who you are. I promise. You werent made to me alone in this. Hold onto hope you ray of sunshine xx
i realized how useless i am. n noone gives me chance
@Cloudyblueberry
Hang in there. You just have to believe in yourself. Listen to what people are telling you. Self asses and be in the moment. Remember, you don't need anyone to give you a chance. You need to give yourself a chance. Believe in yourself. I know how you feel. I have been telling my family that I need to separate for my health...literally. I was always made to feel bad about it. I believe in myself, I love myself, and I stood up for what I feel is meaningful to me. I wish they were in my corner but I'll go at it alone because this is for my well being. I have me in my corner. I say, don't wait for a chance...give yourself a chance and prove them wrong. 2 birds with one stone.
Here is to giving yourself a chance ☕
i feel like i dont fit in with my friends and that im a sort of outsider whenever i hang out with people, even though theyre my friends. i just want to be able to feel happy and accepted whenever i socialize with friends because ive been feeling like this a while and im tired of it to be completely honest.
@extraaa
i get that... a lot. Ive felt that way my whole LIFE until recently. Do you know what Ive learned from it?
That YOU were made differently and you were only made differently- the special mould was only pulled out jusr for you- because you were made for such greater things than most of us can even begin to aspire to. Thus, just ole anybody isnt going to feel like YOUR people. My mum calls it our tribe. But I promise you- even the more rare and more special people can be found by their own. Dont give up. Dont stop trying to find them. Theyre out there I promise xx
I have a loving partner who doesn't understand depression. She tries so hard to make me feel better and I've started avoiding her because it's so much work to pretend that her advice will make everything better. I'm sad that I fail her.
@trespaises
im very happy that at least shes loving.
What do you need?
Just ask for it.
Its okay to teach her. And say hey... I love your advice and I so love how much you care. Thank you. I have a funny request too. Today I dont think I need advice; in fact I think I just need someone I sit in the hole with me and help make it a little brighter just by keeping me company while I figure it out.. or whatever you feel like you WANT. What do you want from a companion right now? I bet you shell listen. I get so so upset when people door undrrand what Im going through and they just shove solutions at me. Normally when I set up a good ground to stand on when I say this to them, they actually listen. I hope it works out xx
Thank you @lightSouth007, that's exactly what I want to say to her. And will next time I see her. You are right, I think she will be so relieved to be able to do something that actually helps. Plus, I miss her and hate avoiding her. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
having anxiety all the time 😔 makes me not be able to be me ever.. i don
That nothing is changing for me, the feelings, the thoughts they are always there, even when I'm distracting myself, they are still there, waiting until I'm not doing anything and that's when they come out. It's sad because I don't see things getting better. I don't want to keep fighting through this, its all too repetitive and it hurts. I guess I just don't want the people around me seeing me the way I see myself, that, is sad.
Because how anxious and unsocial I am...
@GettingUp. I struggle with reaching out to people too
@Anthuriumtoh We can do this one day :)
@Anthuriumtoh
Hi,. I saw your post and well I'm a girl who also suffers from the same situation and then some. I think I'm undatable, but I guess I came because idk maybe it would help you to know you're not alone. If you ever want to talk I'm happy to listen.
