Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I'm not doing so well today.... I feel overwhelmed and I'm having a hard time holding myself together, which is made worse by the fact that I'm at work and I hate crying in public...

I'm feeling overwhelmed at work. Not because I'm busy, but because coworkers keep trying to teach me new things, but I hate that I don't learn as fast as others and I'm too nervous to ask questions because I don't want them to know that I can't do it right.

I feel so useless today. I'm feeling sad for no reason and all I've done is cry

I feel as if I am reckless to other people's lives and have Noone who would actually care if I was gone. But I love my daughter and refuse to give up

Ok. The meds put me on a smooth road, but my attitude is still swayed depending on who i deal with, and the weather.

Just really low on motivation. Feeling down no matter what I do. I've been in bed all day. It's like any time I try to do anything my brain tells me not to. I'm exhausted and haven't done anything.

I told everyone at my school that I was fine when they asked if I was okay. I was literally wanting to die the whole entire time. I barely got home a little while ago and I'm already sitting in my bathroom, holding a bloody blade in one hand, and typing this with the other. But I hope the rest of you are doing fine, though.

I feel pointless

I feel like I am falling into a deep pit. I cannot catch myself, there is nothing to hold onto, no one to help me up. I have been in pain for about six weeks in my back neck and shoulder, it is constant unless I am sleeping. I have been told I have to cut down to part time at work, and I am losing my insurance. I have no idea what to do and I am super discouraged. I want to escape the pain and the trouble I am putting on everyone else. I feel like an utter failure to be honest.

I feel like I have no motivation. I can't get myself to go to class or do my homework. All I can do is cuddle my boyfriend or play on my phone and even then I still feel empty inside.