Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Ok. The meds put me on a smooth road, but my attitude is still swayed depending on who i deal with, and the weather.

Just really low on motivation. Feeling down no matter what I do. I've been in bed all day. It's like any time I try to do anything my brain tells me not to. I'm exhausted and haven't done anything.

I told everyone at my school that I was fine when they asked if I was okay. I was literally wanting to die the whole entire time. I barely got home a little while ago and I'm already sitting in my bathroom, holding a bloody blade in one hand, and typing this with the other. But I hope the rest of you are doing fine, though.

I feel pointless

I feel like I am falling into a deep pit. I cannot catch myself, there is nothing to hold onto, no one to help me up. I have been in pain for about six weeks in my back neck and shoulder, it is constant unless I am sleeping. I have been told I have to cut down to part time at work, and I am losing my insurance. I have no idea what to do and I am super discouraged. I want to escape the pain and the trouble I am putting on everyone else. I feel like an utter failure to be honest.

I feel like I have no motivation. I can't get myself to go to class or do my homework. All I can do is cuddle my boyfriend or play on my phone and even then I still feel empty inside.

I feel like i'm worthless, fat person.

Mad, sad, confused

Extremely sad, lazy and pessimistic

I feel nothing.. Absolutly nothing. I don't feel bad,I don't feel good; I feel nothing.