Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Utter crap just want to sleep. So exhausted both physically and mentally.

I was feeling fine for a change, but, once again somethin happened and now I feel like crap. Even tho i don't feel i did anything wrong I'm being blamed anyway. It's like I never fail at disappointing

I feel alone when I really am not. My parents call me these awful names and tell me that I'll never achieve anything. I am depressed and all of these negative words are not helping it.

Like a burden. In every way. To everyone.

Icky and sick !!

Wake up with an axiety, but I'm trying to shift my focus to windy weather and my breathing.

So exhausted of the fight

I feel abandoned I feel fake and I feel like I want the world to know how much It actually hurts to force a smile on my face every day and how hard it is to get uo

Beyond depressed. My grandmother disowned me and now I am living in her house but no one will talk to me. I am being kicked out. I have 2 months. My boyfriend is here and so is my father. But my grandmother was my best friend. Now I lost her. I want to move in with my father, in which I am in 2 months. But within that time, I don't know if I should move in with my boyfriend's family until my father settles in his new home or just stay home?

Only three months ago I felt the happiest I'd ever felt in a very long time, and now I wish I was back there before all this emotional baggage was thrown down upon me. So much has happened since then, so much change all for the wrong reasons... So much grief, loss, pain, pain inflicted by a person that should have sympathised me instead of making me think the worse. A professional who has put more worry on top of everything else. In the back of my mind I feel I ought not to worry, that things will even out on their own, but the seed of doubt is a very destructive force. I will just be grateful when this horrible year goes.