Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel tired and withdrawn. I want to go to my room and stay there and not talk to anyone.

If anyone on here feels like no one cares, I actually do. Yes, I'm a stranger and you may be more than what you say but I really do care. All of you are valid. All of you are real and if you are in pain, you deserve help. I hope that you can get that help soon <3

I love you guys, I really do. I know what it's like to be depressed. To not be able to get out of bed. To feel empty, without emotion. I know the lows of depression as well as you do, so I won't judge. If you need a listener, please go to 7cups.com/BrowseListeners/, because there are people worldwide that care. You have a beautiful smile and I know sometimes that smile isn't real but it will be real in time. I hope you can see that moment, when that smile is finally real.

Take care, and I wish you all the best <3

I feel neglected.

I'm feeling lost, confused, and so very alone.

today i went from 269 days clean to 0 and i've never felt worse than i do right now

In the last 10 years, I have been fired eight (8) times for stuff being on my control.

Work at a place on average for 1 or 2 years, make a great first impression but out of the blue I get fired for no reason.

Wish there was a mental health solution on solving this problem.

I feel numb . I feel like I'm just sitting down and feeling my self breathe and that's it , yet I feel every negative emotion , mostly anger but I don't now why . I dont even know what triggered it . And when I cry I feel nothing again . For a week I have been trying to resist my urges to cut but I don't think I can go on much longer . I want to feel again . But I don't at the same time . I like feeling numb because I try so hard to be disconnected with my emotions . But sometimes I want them back , just to feel like a human again . But when I do get them it always causes me to want to do may horrible things that I'm trying to stop doing . I don't know what to do anymore . I'm hopeless .

Today sucks. I feel like I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I'm just getting over my hormonal lady problems and it didn't do anything to my mood, and tbh it actually made it better.. Now, I feel just as gross as I usually do. I'm having some real self-esteem issues. Every time I pass a mirror I look at it and tell myself 'do I really look like that?' 'Who would want someone like me?' 'I'm just the ugly friend.' I know this isn't good but I'm hoping it goes away soon.

Not sure if its depression but feeling so down that you can't get out of bed ( friends tell me i'm just lazy), lack of motivation, crying without a reason, easily get tired, feeling so numb and so empty...that's how i feel right now

I feel anxious for no reason.