Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I hate myself and want to die. There is no reason to live, no purpose. There is only depression.

Hand me the gun...

I feel self conscious,empty, scared, at fault for everything wrong in the world, alone, unloved,stupid, pointless the list goes on

hey there, im lindsay. im a listener. im 19 and have had a long time struggle with depression. i dont know when it started but i was finally diagnosed with MDD major depressive disorder almost 2 years ago. it was really hard figuring out that my depression went onfor some time which made it worse but i got the help i needed and eventually started feeling comfortable with taking medication. it took playing around with medications and adjusting to them to figure out the one that was right for me, along with a great therapist who provided me with the utmost support. if anyone is still unsure about medications, that's ok. talk therapy is something really good to take use of, when you can, from a professional. or there's sites like these :) to this day, i'm still taking my medication. i have my days here and there.and i learned that that's ok! so never beat yourself up because depression takes a while to get the hang of and be able to deal with. take it day by day. today was a good day, despite me having a broken foot. honestly, it's been getting me down ever since i got this cast on haha -_- but more time to be on this site! :) if anyone wants to chat about how they're feeling and needs some support, message me anytime! take care all! x

I feel like I don't deserve any emotion I feel, and it is ridiculously annoying.

I feel beyong useless, like I shouldn't even exist. I'm so tired and I just want it all to end.

I am feeling terrible and very tired. Things are just not going very well for me rigt now. I am very depressed and get very angry and frustrated all the time.

I feel okay today... Its a nice change :D

STAY STRONG everyone.

Everything will be okay in the end, if its not okay its not the end.

I <3 you all :)

Why do I even bother with life. It's horrible and putrid. No one cares about me or will even remember who I was when I die and no one will care. I don't have any here for me now. So I might as well kill myself now. Building a guillotineor gallows in my back garden will give me something to do before I kick the bucket.

I dont know what to do with my life anymore,i just want to crawl in a whole and die,i don't fit in anywhere

I dont know what to do with my life anymore,i just want to crawl in a whole and die,i don't fit in anywhere