Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I am so mad at myself and life well first of all I have ADHD I try so hard to remembersomething I can't rememberit I just can't I feel depressed then for so long I can't rememberwhat I read,study,learn etc. excusemy language but it really pisses me off! I'm a very negative person about myself I'm honestly a stupid idiot who as ADHD and no life at all I need help and fast or I might explode and only say negative thing a for the rest of my life.
Darling, I'm really sorry that you feel this way. I could never imagine what it's like to go through something like this. But hey, I know it sucks and it's frustrating but the truth? It gets better. It really does. I know it might not seem like it right now, but it does. You need to remember to breathe and take life's challenges because you're strong enough to handle them. You are. You need to keep your head up and smile because you look really good with one on :)
Are u taking to me?
@diplomaticTriangle42,Watch this TED Talk about ADHD, it made me smile(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uU6o2_UFSEY). By the way, I have ADHD as well and Iknow exactly how you feel <3 Stay safe and take care. It'll get better
Sad. Sad being a general term for an enveloping feeling of self-hatred, loathing, and internal aching. I want to disappear and not exist anymore. It would be so much easier for those around me and for me. I don't even want to be anymore, you know? Just don't want to live.
The darkthoughts andnegativitystopped for about a week, which was kind of nice,but I felt like something was missing and that I didn't deserve to be happy. Now the monsters are back along with the rapid thoughts and random moments of panic and exams are this week...i just feel like i should get over myself, but i just can't. I'm not suicidal or anything now, but i have been, and i just hope i don't sink back to that.
The darkthoughts andnegativitystopped for about a week, which was kind of nice,but I felt like something was missing and that I didn't deserve to be happy. Now the monsters are back along with the rapid thoughts and random moments of panic and exams are this week...i just feel like i should get over myself, but i just can't. I'm not suicidal or anything now, but i have been, and i just hope i don't sink back to that.
All this stress and anxiety is getting too much for me to handle. I can't stand being alive, my life is crashing downhill too fast..
Every time I talk to my parents they tell me how proud they are of me, and ask me if I'm doing okay and taking care of myself. I always tell them yes because I don't know what else to say. I don't know how to tell them that I'm depressed, or that I want to cut myself, or that I've battled with OCD, or that I sometimes just want to die.
Its the exact same for me. Some days its awful, but there are good days here and there. I know its ridiculously hard, and most days completely impossible, I would know, but sometimes the little good things in the day, or even music, can turn things around a little bit. I'm really sorry that you feel the way you do. But don't feel like you have to keep smiling. Sometimes, its just best to tell a friend who you know can be your rock and who will listen to. I'm sorry you feel like this, but we're all here to help :)
i am waiting for my parents to leave, so i could call the suicide hotline.....
i want to die
Cold--it's winter here.
very down, told my friend i was thinking about suicide and a police officer shows up to my door about it :/