Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I dont know what to do with my life anymore,i just want to crawl in a whole and die,i don't fit in anywhere
I dont know what to do with my life anymore,i just want to crawl in a whole and die,i don't fit in anywhere
I dont know what to do with my life anymore,i just want to crawl in a whole and die,i don't fit in anywhere
I feel empty,sad and in pain,i feel guilty posting this because i don't want people wasting part of their life to read about how i'm feeling,i want it to end.
It's not a waste of my time. I've got nothing but time. I hope you are feeling a bit better.
What I've realized is that people see me as some type of troubled kid who needs help. My pastor, my counselor, and my parents have all seen me in the past week...They haven't realized that a) Nothing is going to help, and b) I don't even want their help.
I know, I know. I shouldn't be complaining about what I feel if I won't accept help. I don't even care anymore. Like everything's gone to bullshit.
Bullshit is actually my favorite word.
It can sum up a lot of things: What I am, what this life is, what people tell me, how humans treat most things.
But still, I deserve it. I know that inside, part of me is satisfied that I'm getting what I deserve.
I have no motivation. I don't really feel anything right now and I don't want to ever do anything. I wish I could lay in my bed forever and listen to Hozier and MyChemical Romance.
I have no motivation. I don't really feel anything right now and I don't want to ever do anything. I wish I could lay in my bed forever and listen to Hozier and MyChemical Romance.
Numb. I can't seem to find motivation these days. I just sit in bed all day. Waiting. What I am waiting for I don't know. I'm so lost.
I dont know why, but i feel worthless and unwanted. I felt fine yesterday, butnow... I want to be dead
I don't know, I feel worthless and lonely. I had a fight with my mom, she actually acts like I'm 7 years old girl, i have feel that she hates me. I have problems with self-harm, I cut myself almost every night, I have no friends, I have no one to talk to.. I feel so worthless and helpless...