Hi guys( and girls)!!!
How is everyone doing! Just use this as a place to brain dump about anything!
@rationalGrapefruitq
im good phusically
came back from a trip so im still tiredΒ
but lonliness suck , i have reached a point where i could fight for a good hugΒ
Yes I have things to be grateful for, & sometimes I am...but.
I'd feel better about life in general if my body (& my genes) was healthier than it is. Chronic conditions suck. So does 2nd-rate DNA.
Many people are fearful of genetic engineering, particularly when considering if it's applied to humans. As for me, it can't come soon enough.
I'm struggling a lot right now if i'm being honest. I'm even to anxious to write about it. I'm pushing it all away but it is coming back even worse. I'm on a waitlist for a therapist but they are all full and don't take new clients. I'm so overwhelmed with everything and my anxiety is creeping up on me. I'm so sorry that this is so negative.
@saharasarh
Hey, hey it's okay not to be okay! I am actually struggling to!
I'm not a therapist, but from my own experience, it gets worse when I try to push it away. Sometimes it helps just to journal or sit and be mindful with your anxiety and see what it has to say. Your anxiety is trying to tell you something and you are not listening to it's satisfaction. For me at least, it helped when I gave my anxiety a name, gave her pronouns, say her down in a therapy chair and just listened to her. She had a lot to tell me! She was in pain and upset and feeling rejected and unwelcome since I was ignoring her. It might help you if you if you do these things, but it might not. It is not one-size-fits-all, and like I said, I am not a therapist, I'm just some random person on the Internet!π
Another thing to keep in mind is self-compassion! Remember, have compassion with yourself because YOU DESERVE IT! Even if it doesn't feel like it, you deserve it!!π
That's all!!π
hamster kombat ruined my entire day todayyy. i played the game for 110days but got absolutely nothing
i had so many plans ππ€
Oh noes !!! That sucks πββπ’
hey peeps.
heres my brain dump for the day
i kinda depressed ππΌββοΈ
i feel like I'm responsible fire everything!!!
Like my sibs get in2 a fight, right? ππΌββοΈV.S.ππ»
'rents: hmm who to blame?π€
*Looks at me*π
*Me=tryin to stay out of it*πΆβπ«οΈ
'rents: youπ«΅πΌ
me: me?π€¨
'rents ya, you πΌ
me: I didn't do itπ πΌββοΈ
'rents uh-huh ππ likely story
me: i-π¦
'rents ARE YOU BACK-TALKING ME?!!?!?!??!π‘
it's like I'm always the villain!!!!
now there was a sitch last night where I kind of talked back to my dad and now I can't go to a team event for my cross country team because he says I'm not responsible and that they "aren't willing to put
(Wtf we r glitching)
in the extra mile" blah blah blah
so I'm not goingππππππππππ
depressed
Sigh π
Bur-bye
Good
I feel like I am on survival mode. Things have been very difficult for me lately. My grandma passed away recently and my parents are getting a divorce. I have also been job searching for the last few months and still have no luck. I had my second interview yesterday but I am not sure if I will end up getting the job because I don't fit all of the requirements which makes me feel like a fraud. But I will keep applying to jobs.Β
