Work Prompt #17: Have you ever experienced burnout?
Welcome back all, I hope you are all taking it easy on yourself at work this week.
Last week we discussed: Do you struggle with self-doubt and negative self-talk? Thank you to all who participated and shared their thoughts for discussion. I enjoyed them. I hope you all did too. If you didn't share yours, please share them here and I look forward to reading and discussing them with you.
It is something that many people can relate to, yet it's often shrouded in silence and stigma. Burnout can manifest in various forms and impact individuals in different ways.
This week's prompt: Have you ever experienced burnout?
The feeling of burnout is like being trapped in a cycle of exhaustion, frustration, and disillusionment. It's a state where your mind and body feel drained, and your motivation and passion dwindle. I am looking forward to discussing it and sharing experiences to support each other in this journey towards emotional well-being. Let's use this space to discuss and share our struggles and challenges to support each other better on this front.
@ASilentObserver
I've been feeling like I'm experiencing burnout over the past few weeks. I find it hard to muster up motivation for work and mostly go because I have to. The worsening weather is definitely affecting my mood.
I juggle two main part-time jobs, totaling five working days a week. Plus other side hustles where I am a real estate agent, although it hasn't been financially rewarding, and the other involves freelance work, and all of which doesn’t pay well. I'm struggling financially and wish I could find a full-time job that matches my energy levels, as I often feel fatigued without understanding why.
Recently, I attempted to resign from one of my part-time positions due to personal reasons. However, they pressured me for more details, which made me uncomfortable. Eventually, I disclosed that it was related to my mental health. Today has been particularly tough; I've been overwhelmed and avoided calls due to my anxiety. I just needed some time to myself and haven't been delaying response to messages.
They even contacted my father to urge me to get in touch with them (they have my father’s emergency contact for this purpose), despite my initial explanation. I feel they're overstepping boundaries, both as an employer and as individuals.
Right now, all I want is a long break, but I have other responsibilities to manage. I'm considering going back home, which is only four hours away, for a week to recharge. Alternatively, I might stay here and focus on a self-care routine to improve my mental well-being.
@StrawberryMoon94 It feels like you are dealing with a lot right now - feeling burnt out, struggling to find motivation, managing multiple jobs, and facing challenges with one of those jobs after opening up about your mental health. It makes sense that you do be feeling overwhelmed. How do you think taking some time for yourself may help you with your mental wellbeing?
I think the reason I came to 7cups in the first place was because I was experiencing burn out at work. I have done much research and reading and I feel like I am a poster boy for it. If you ask me how I'm handling it, I'm not. I'm just floating miserably day to day until I can retire. I absolutely hate waking up in the morning knowing I have to go to my place of employment.....no way to live, I know..... I was brought up in an environment where you don't complain or show emotion, you "suck it up and drive on".....after being in this career since 1997, I believe "*** it up and driving on" has finally ruined me. I know I definitely need the change, yet I'm in too far to give it all up now. I won't compare my job to any other job because each one has its own set of stressors. One reason I hold on is because the grass isn't always greener....better to learn to deal with the stress you know than the stress you don't is my train of thought....yet I'm not doing that so well.....So I will hold on and do the best I can for another 2 years......I used to like my job, stress and all...I knew what I was getting into when I signed up.....but....somewhere along the way, I'd say in the last 4 or 5 years, something changed.....maybe something in the job itself, maybe me, as I grew older, my thoughts and views on what I do changed, I don't know....I can't quite put my finger on it what happened and when, but I do know something changed that caused me to not like my job and the stress that comes along with it......and I firmly believe that change is what lead to my burnout....
With that said, I have this advice for anyone who is dealing with burnout.....I used to come here to 7cups a lot....I was once very active in the forums and it helped. I went into a downward spiral at work that consisted of burnout and depression.....I'm still at an all time low for me.....I stopped coming here because of it.....after months away, I opened the app yesterday just for the heck of it....I dropped into a forum and a thread I was regular in....welcomed back with open arms.....I learned that I should not have swayed away from those that help and support me through this time..... Use the resources and tools you have available to so you don't end up absolutely hating waking up in the morning because you know you have to go to work....
@ASilentObserver I have experienced burnout, especially with my studies. I was a train wreck when I was burnt out, haha. My family were caught off-guard and didn't really know how to handle me. Every week was just hard work put on assignments on top of assignments, I couldn't catch a break except for the weekends, but I couldn't escape the guilt of escaping my work. I craved to go outside, even if my family didn't understand that. They say "If you want a break, then you can rest here at home!" but when I'm outside I feel so free and like my worries disappeared. Anyway, I got through the burn out so it all works out in the end, just another moment of letting emotions take over me.
@ASilentObserver I've experienced burnout before, yes.
Trying to be too independent 🆒 not knowing how to ask for help, not knowing what I didn't know.
Hopes and dreams kept me alive but I second guessed myself then worked twice as hard or beat myself up to compensate.
I hate burn out feeling, especially being a mom, having and feeling burnt out from being a mom is a sh-t feeling, I wouldn't change it, but just giving all my time to her and everything else to do with being a mom is hard, like hubby makes me feel like I can't do anything outside of being mom cause if I do than I can't put my time into her.. idk how to not feel like that I guess
@ASilentObserver
i found myself burned out, and as a result, I retired 4 years too early. Why I say too early? It cost me 33% of my pension. Then, I foolishly moved to Seattle, WA,USA to be with my sister. It’s so expensive here I’m working park time to pay bills. So, burnout got me good. 🤷🏼♀️
@yzzil
I am struggling at this very moment with what you described. I'm able to retire now but if I wait 2 years and 6 months, when I reach my 55th birthday, my percentage goes up substantially. I'm talking, rough estimate, 8K a year, more if I count on possible raises and bonuses from our next contract negotiation with the state.(I'm a state employee) But I'm in a place right now I'm ready to forego that 8K because I'm not sure I can last that long in my current work place.....its a very hard decision for me right now.....
@CyclingThroughLife
omg. I wish I could help you make your decision. I do k ow that $8 grand is an awful large amount when it comes to retirement later years. Do what’s best for you, knowing you may get stuck working after retirement , like me, to make ends really meet. ☺️. Open to chat anytime. 😀
Yes!!! It is something I experienced a lot in the past. I would feel tired after completing a task in a couple days and it would make me feel very much drained as well as thoughts of inadequacy. This would very much lead to a discrepancy between how I perceive myself and the reality. I would not even want to get back on task and I have lived an “unproductive” life for a while.
Now, I feel like I developed a strong resilience against burnouts. This does not mean I do not feel it anymore, but I try to take a step back when I realize I am burnt out. I try to keep myself busy with the things I enjoy, which in my opinion helped a lot in terms of avoiding burn outs while remaining “productive.”
I do not take any long breaks anymore (not even a week off) but I found it to work it better for me. I allow myself to stop and reflect on my journey for a day or two off and get back to grind.
I think doing what I enjoy really helps with this.
I would love to hear your thoughts and experiences!
24/7 burnout, yes.
@akunknown It feels like you have been experiencing burnout for quite some time now. That can be exhausting. What has it been like for you feeling this way for so long?
@ASilentObserver
Exhausting. Tired. Drained.
@ASilentObserver I have experienced burnout many times over the course of my life. Everything gets too much, responsibilities at work and home and you need a break. And I feel that's exactly what's required, a break, a change from routine, even if it's for a day. In my case, I look forward for the 2 or so hours window I get on the weekends to a Me time and the yearly vacation to my home country. Apart from this, I used to go for daily walks. That helped, which I need to start again.
@hopefuloutlook
When I feel burnout coming up I try to take time off from work because, like you said, a break is needed. As I am having more and longer episodes of burnout more frequently, I find that the vacations and time off work make it worse. As it gets closer to going to back to work, my mind starts to spiral and I can't enjoy the last few days of my days off. This weekend, my regular two days off, last night laying in bed at 2am, I couldn't sleep so I spent it thinking about work and all the things I need to do or could go wrong this week. I just can't enjoy my days off now either.....
@CyclingThroughLife I have to work during my vacation since I'm the only person handling my role. But I ensure to work on my own terms, when I have the time to do so. I relate to your anxiety about work and feeling sleepless. Trust me, I do. But, I help this by telling myself "getting anxious won't solve my work issue, I will do what I can, what's in my control". That relaxes me. Vacations/ day off should be about ourself. If you are a good employee, nothing will happen moreso when you are officially on leave. Try telling yourself this. I will rejoin office after couple of days and I'm telling myself its going to be good. I really can't make things better by worrying about it. Think about this
@hopefuloutlook It feels like you have had some periods in your life where you have felt exhausted from all the demands on you. Taking breaks and having some personal time can help. It is good that you have those short windows on the weekends and also looking forward to your vacations. How do these moments of'me time' make you feel?
@ASilentObserver In one word, "relaxed"
@ASilentObserver Yes, thank you for bringing this up! I'm struggling with it now. I find that one of the hardest things is not to let comparison be the thief of joy--and not even comparison with others, but with my past self. I used to have a job where I taught at five schools. It was really hard, but it felt manageable in the moment. Now, I have a job that is lower-stakes and more flexible: going to musical events and writing about music. When I think about going to a concert, though, I start to feel panic, and sometimes just opening a word document to write feels like the world's hardest challenge. I'm constantly distracted--overexercising, going on social media--in search of dopamine, I suppose. As others have said, if I give myself a break or let myself not go, it can get even harder to go to the next one. The cycle is rough. I'm trying to do all the things to keep myself healthy, and I have the flexibility to do that these days, but I feel like every day is an "action precedes motivation" fight and action can't always save me. It's been nice to read this thread and feel some community--I know that lots of folks feel this way. Thanks for reading!