50 years of age and newly estranged from my entire family

Hi all,

Recently "ran away" from my family and went no contact. Currently living at a buddhist center.

Estrangement is an unexplainable experience beyond my cognition or comprehension. I just knew I needed to go, and that it was and is my responsibilty to choose looking forward instead of looking back. Me being in the 7C community is looking forward. I'm pressing reset and learning to build the foundation for the actual support I need - and want - to create all the good in my life that I've prayed for and been gifted the vision of. 

Feeling quite bruised and very tender, actually feeling though. Step by step. 🌹