Oh man all these cups of tea, whatever will I do. Howdy I haven't updated this in a while so let's see how this goes. My name is Josh and I have been listening here since 2014. I love this site very much. I enjoy spending my time in the LGBTQ Support Chat Room, I also love to do 1 on 1s. My life is an ever long book of tragedies. As a child I was mentally and physically abused. I have witnessed many deaths before I was 18 to include my mother at 12 and my best friend at 17. I work in hospice so I deal with grief on a normal basis. I also host a children's grief camp. I am gay and have been forced out the closet so I know what it is like to deal with that. Life can be beautiful if you let it. I love living even with how hard my life has been. I couldn't imagine not being able to enjoy nature. So if you are here for some support and would love to talk to someone who asks a lot of questions then I am your guy. So come sit down and help me finish all these darn cups of tea.