Hiii!
I am 17 and I can feel you because I used to go through a hard time like this. I only wanted to sleep and be on my phone but I felt like I could never relax still because of all the assignments out there waiting for me...
i want to say that don't be too hard on yourself since we are not superhero and only hold a limited capacity and energy so it's alright to give yourself a little break when needed. So not force yourself. ❤️
Perhaps try new things, find something meaningful and healing. I started to draw although I wasn't really artistic before that but I accidentally found the soothing power of doing digital art and since than life feel so different.
College and work should not be our only limit, even chatting with friends and go shopping can be as meaningful.
Dont put too pressure on yourself, college and work MEAN NOTHING YOU ARE NOT HAPPY.Life is already difficult so allow yourself to have a nice break, we all deserve that! ❤️❤️❤️A lot of hugs!!!!!