Sober 15 months, battling grief with wanting to relapse
SummerKay2024
July 8th
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I haven't drinked 15 months but today I want to revert and add my high to it. Two years ago my dear friend died in a dui car accident and since the road to healing has been a battle of its own. I quit everything and started healing without meds or my numbing kit. Ptsd and anxiety without meds and adding all these factors to them makes life that much fun. But I just think that rock bottom only made things worse for me. Because forgiving myself for my grief is a whole different battle....