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SummerKay2024
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🐡✨️✨️✨️Puffer Glimmer 🌟✨️✨️✨️✨️
PathStep 287 Compassion hearts18,487 Forum posts329 Forum upvotes665 Current upvotes665 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2024 Member sinceJune 10, 2024
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Nf leave me alone 🎶

https://youtu.be/XGGWhOUYObc?si=XMFbDXNOqYA5PGdn


Painic-stricken, handle business, not a joke, yeah
Manners missin', travel different, no control, yeah
Time to listen, time to zip it, keep it closed
My description, highly gifted, take some notes, yeah
Lack of interest, why'd you visit? Hit the road, yeah
I'm kinda twisted, so keep your distance, be a ghost
Yeah, see I'm inventive, but quite the menace, you ain't know?
Well then I'm offended, let's jog your memories, here we go, yeah
I went from nobody to kinda famous
Hide my plaques inside the closet, I just can't explain it
My wife, she tells me that she's proud and thinks that I should hang 'em
But I just leave 'em on the ground right next to my self-hatred
Yeah, yeah, mental health, where's my mental health?
Diagnosed with OCD, what does that mean? Well, gather 'round
That means I obsessively obsess on things I think about
That means I might take a normal thought and think it's so profound (Leave me alone)
Ruminating, filled balloons full of doubts
Do the same things, if I don't, I'm overwhelmed (Leave me alone)
Thoughts are pacing, they go 'round and 'round and 'round
It's so draining, let's move onto something else, fine (Leave me alone)
I'm in the game, but they don't even know it
Like I'm undercover and don't want to blow it
I come out of nowhere, they don't even notice
The flow is so cold, you would think it was snowing (Leave me alone)
I'm under the weather, but wind isn't blowin'
I got an umbrella for difficult moments
You got to admit it, I'm very devoted
I'm out in the ring, but they don't always help me, so I...
Hold up my balloons and cover up my face
I can feel them weighing on me every day
I should let 'em go and watch 'em float away
But I'm scared if I do, then I'll be more afraid (More afriad)
Tell them how I feel, but they don't want to change (They don't wanna change)
Tell them how I feel, but they remain the same
Loosen up my grip, they say that's not okay
Quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, quiet, ayy, leave me alone!



Recent forum posts
Depression, grief, ptsd and Misunderstood
Depression Support / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more What I love most about depression and this site is the lack of empathy and compassion. Speaking some emotions with words and those being turned into misconceptions are My absolute favorite.  The next favorite is being told to find a hobby , take meds 😂  Grief is something that knocks me down and has me dancing with depression and ptsd with triggers and tremors sitting in darkness hoping for stars. I used to really love going into chats and being supportive in forums but lately it's such a disappointment to come here. It's just like real life 😂🌟 🐡✨️✨️✨️
Introduction & Community Check in
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 September 21st
...See more Hello Everyone 😃 I wanted to take a moment to introduce myself. My name is SummerKay(puffer) 🐡✨️ and ive been sober from alcohol and drugs 17 months. I will be here as a forum support leader so would love to hear from you guys. What is something you do to refrain your mindset when you get addiction cravings ?  For me this past week I've been struggling with the idea of relapse ... so I tried sushi and indulged in caramel latte. Listened to music and did some journaling/coloring and mindfulness.  Did not relapsed kept crawling out 🐡✨️✨️✨️
Grief Meme ✨️
Grief & Loss / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 September 1st
...See more Grief my hardest walk 
Grief 🐡 Blender
Grief & Loss / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 August 16th
...See more My grief sits with ptsd and anxiety leaves no room for depression My heart and soul feel so broken  Grief has me on a Rollercoaster of highs and lows gasping for air.. Puffer is struggling to find her glimmer thru these tears and pain.  I used to ask myself why me now it's why not me... Puffer shield activated 🔰 🐡✨️✨️✨️✨️
Supportive Sobriety Memes 💛✨️
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 August 13th
...See more
Grief Meme
Grief & Loss / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 July 31st
...See more Missing you all so very much. 
Sober 15 months, battling grief with wanting to relapse
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 August 4th
...See more I haven't drinked 15 months but today I want to revert and add my high to it. Two years ago my dear friend died in a dui car accident and since the road to healing has been a battle of its own. I quit everything and started healing without meds or my numbing kit. Ptsd and anxiety without meds and adding all these factors to them makes life that much fun.  But I just think that rock bottom only made things worse for me. Because forgiving myself for my grief is a whole different battle....
🦋Deeper healing✨️ What emotion causes you triggers?
Journals & Diaries / by SummerKay2024
Last post
 July 22nd
...See more I read this passage in the book Lighter by Yung Pueblo  Fear is a craving for safety. A mind that is dominated by fear is a mind that is still on survival mode Fear is the feeling that causes me anxiety and my ptsd triggers and it's because my mind is on survival mode making me want to dive deeper into my own healing.  My past truamas and experiences cause the feeling of fear. 
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