Trying to recover from sh
Day 2 without sh....my wounds itch like crazy....a friend convinced me to try to recover from sh....
17 days with no sh....today I kinda feel better
@iwantacoffee2009
hey jeanine 💜 i’m ni… 💙 i hope i’m not invading this space or anything 😅 but if i am <3 feel free to flag this post and it can get nommed for us (: that’s ok too.
lately i’ve been hopping around the sh recovery forum and i came across your post 💜 i realised no one replied to this post, the one that says you were 17 days with no sh. 💙 i’m proud of you for that 💜 :')
since then 💙 you’ve been in my thoughts every now and then… and i just hope you’ve been ok. 💜 how’s life? 💙
i’m sending big comfy hugs your way if okay 💜 and lots of love.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hey there...tysm x the love<3
Over here the thing it's in "it can be worse than it is already" but somehow I'm still standing....
*hugs and cookies*
@iwantacoffee2009
sending hugs and cookies back <3
I did it again...and im not proud of it
4 days with no sh
@iwantacoffee2009
*sends comforting hugs for jeanine if okay* 💜 i'm sorry friend, i know it's hard. 💙 i hear you and i understand you're not proud of it. 💜 :') but tbh, everyone's journey is different 💙 and as humans, we mess up. it's okay. 💜 you're not alone. *sending more hugs if okay*
i hope you've tried to do some first aid afterwards friend 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Tksm <3 your messages make my day not so dark as they usually are <3
I did some first aids, but the cuts were so small that in the next day the bandaids just dried off really quick so don't worry
*kisses, hugs and cookies*
@iwantacoffee2009
awwe you’re very welcome my friend. 💙 that made me smile. i’m glad my message made your day a little brighter 💙 but i’m sorry your days are usually dark. 😞 i understand how life can be so hard :/ *big big hugs for you*
i’m proud of you for caring for the cuts 💙 that’s good to hear. 💙
thank you (: sending hugs and cookies back along with some good vibes and strength 💙 i’ll keep you in my thoughts.
6 days with no sh...it's being so tough....
@iwantacoffee2009
*sending hugs and lots of strength your way* i’m proud of you 💙 i know it’s hard though friend. 😞 i’m here if you need me okay? 💙 i care about you 💙 seriously.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I tell u the sabe bud<3 if u need me ill be right here
@iwantacoffee2009
thank you 🥺 that means a lot to me. 💙 *hugs*
7 days with no sh...today I cried a river
@iwantacoffee2009
*hugs jeanine* i’m so vvv proud of you. 💙 and it’s okie to cry friend :') but we don’t cry alone here okie? *sits with jeanine buddy* 💙
i’m here if you need me 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you so much little flower <3
@iwantacoffee2009
💙 big hugs for you 💙
Day 8 with no sh...today was so fun :D
@iwantacoffee2009
Heyyy lovely being. You are doing sooo amazing.💗 *hugsssss*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I agree completely 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you my buddie <3
*hugs, daisies and warm cookies*
@iwantacoffee2009
awwe 🥺💕 *hugs, daisies and warm cookies right back* 🫂🌼🍪
Day 12 with no sh....everything its falling apart at my house....
@iwantacoffee2009
i’m so sorry friend :( what happened…? 😞 if it’s okie to ask. 💜 no pressure to share of course friend 💜 big hugs for you :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
My grandparents are divorcing...my depression its on the biggest peak....my mom isolated me from my besties amd it looks like my bf its cheating on me
The usual 👌
@iwantacoffee2009
*masiiiveee huggiiiees* i’m sorry buddy :( that’s a lot, friend… 🥺😞💙 it might be what’s usual but tbh buddy no one should have that as their usual :( me vvv sorry friend. 💙 sitting with you 💜 is there anything me can do to help? 💙 does jeanine friend wanna talkie about the depression…? :( 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ive dealt with the depression since im like...6 years old, and now im 15 so...i almost ended up in a mental hospital once so im used....its a bit hard x me to accept the empathy from other people as my own family doesnt give a **** abt my mental health so im sorry if i ever have some rude behaviors (which im trying to replace with some better ways) im just not used that people care abt my feelings...
@iwantacoffee2009
awwe no jeanine i don’t think you have anything to be sorry for. 💜 it’s ok. i get that though… 😞 i think i understand what you mean - how it’s hard to accept the fact that others can empathise with you and care about you… 💜 you *are* cared about, but i get how it can feel strange, or it just doesn’t feel like what you’re used to. 😞 if someone has been hurt enough, they start to believe they deserve nothing but the hurt. so yeah… it’s hard. 💜 i hear you.
sitting with you, my friend. i don’t think you’re being rude at all :') you’re struggling and hurting right now 💜 it’s not your fault ok? you don’t have to be sorry for anything. 💜
Idk how many days im clean but i might screw it at anytime
@iwantacoffee2009
*leaves some hugs here for you in case you need them* 🫂💜
@iwantacoffee2009 <3<3 take care :') you're doing amazing you should be so proud <3 I know you're going through a lot 😢 but you'll get through this. Here if you need anything <3
