Trying to recover from sh
Day 2 without sh....my wounds itch like crazy....a friend convinced me to try to recover from sh....
17 days with no sh....today I kinda feel better
@iwantacoffee2009
hey jeanine 💜 i’m ni… 💙 i hope i’m not invading this space or anything 😅 but if i am <3 feel free to flag this post and it can get nommed for us (: that’s ok too.
lately i’ve been hopping around the sh recovery forum and i came across your post 💜 i realised no one replied to this post, the one that says you were 17 days with no sh. 💙 i’m proud of you for that 💜 :')
since then 💙 you’ve been in my thoughts every now and then… and i just hope you’ve been ok. 💜 how’s life? 💙
i’m sending big comfy hugs your way if okay 💜 and lots of love.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hey there...tysm x the love<3
Over here the thing it's in "it can be worse than it is already" but somehow I'm still standing....
*hugs and cookies*
@iwantacoffee2009
sending hugs and cookies back <3
I did it again...and im not proud of it
4 days with no sh
@iwantacoffee2009
*sends comforting hugs for jeanine if okay* 💜 i'm sorry friend, i know it's hard. 💙 i hear you and i understand you're not proud of it. 💜 :') but tbh, everyone's journey is different 💙 and as humans, we mess up. it's okay. 💜 you're not alone. *sending more hugs if okay*
i hope you've tried to do some first aid afterwards friend 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Tksm <3 your messages make my day not so dark as they usually are <3
I did some first aids, but the cuts were so small that in the next day the bandaids just dried off really quick so don't worry
*kisses, hugs and cookies*
@iwantacoffee2009
awwe you’re very welcome my friend. 💙 that made me smile. i’m glad my message made your day a little brighter 💙 but i’m sorry your days are usually dark. 😞 i understand how life can be so hard :/ *big big hugs for you*
i’m proud of you for caring for the cuts 💙 that’s good to hear. 💙
thank you (: sending hugs and cookies back along with some good vibes and strength 💙 i’ll keep you in my thoughts.
6 days with no sh...it's being so tough....
@iwantacoffee2009
*sending hugs and lots of strength your way* i’m proud of you 💙 i know it’s hard though friend. 😞 i’m here if you need me okay? 💙 i care about you 💙 seriously.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I tell u the sabe bud<3 if u need me ill be right here
@iwantacoffee2009
thank you 🥺 that means a lot to me. 💙 *hugs*
7 days with no sh...today I cried a river
@iwantacoffee2009
*hugs jeanine* i’m so vvv proud of you. 💙 and it’s okie to cry friend :') but we don’t cry alone here okie? *sits with jeanine buddy* 💙
i’m here if you need me 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you so much little flower <3
@iwantacoffee2009
💙 big hugs for you 💙
Day 8 with no sh...today was so fun :D
@iwantacoffee2009
Heyyy lovely being. You are doing sooo amazing.💗 *hugsssss*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I agree completely 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you my buddie <3
*hugs, daisies and warm cookies*
@iwantacoffee2009
awwe 🥺💕 *hugs, daisies and warm cookies right back* 🫂🌼🍪
Day 12 with no sh....everything its falling apart at my house....
@iwantacoffee2009
i’m so sorry friend :( what happened…? 😞 if it’s okie to ask. 💜 no pressure to share of course friend 💜 big hugs for you :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
My grandparents are divorcing...my depression its on the biggest peak....my mom isolated me from my besties amd it looks like my bf its cheating on me
The usual 👌
@iwantacoffee2009
*masiiiveee huggiiiees* i’m sorry buddy :( that’s a lot, friend… 🥺😞💙 it might be what’s usual but tbh buddy no one should have that as their usual :( me vvv sorry friend. 💙 sitting with you 💜 is there anything me can do to help? 💙 does jeanine friend wanna talkie about the depression…? :( 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ive dealt with the depression since im like...6 years old, and now im 15 so...i almost ended up in a mental hospital once so im used....its a bit hard x me to accept the empathy from other people as my own family doesnt give a **** abt my mental health so im sorry if i ever have some rude behaviors (which im trying to replace with some better ways) im just not used that people care abt my feelings...
Idk how many days im clean but i might screw it at anytime
@iwantacoffee2009
*leaves some hugs here for you in case you need them* 🫂💜
@iwantacoffee2009 <3<3 take care :') you're doing amazing you should be so proud <3 I know you're going through a lot 😢 but you'll get through this. Here if you need anything <3
@snugglesnowHI guys
this its jean's sister
I judt wanted to say tkhs x being there for here while we couldnt
She passed away a few days ago
And ill be closing permanently her acc when i finish making her virtual friends what happened
@iwantacoffee2009
oh…
😞
@iwantacoffee2009
i’m sorry i wish i had the right words… i really don’t know what to say. 😞 i’ll miss her.
