Became antisocial after falling inlove with him
I feel so tired, so so tired. Its been two years almost 3 with my husband and its been such a rollar coaster in our relatiinship. So many rough patches, although im not focusing in the negatives but, like they say, whatever comes easy goes easy and for us its been completely viceversa and I believe things will get better. To sum it up ive had good and bad momentos with him, we were on and off friends for 5 years and then almost 3 years ago we got together and a yr ago got married thats 8 yrs, We were always inlove with each other. But after moving in with him (as gf/bf) ive become so fond of him Ive lost the ability of making friends and I have none except 1 in another country. I feel lonely even tho i have him. So, Has it happened to someone else? I ask this because I feel scared, and idk if its about myself or him. I feel like if I get girlfriends, we will become more distant than what we already are and our relationship dies, not because of me but him. Hes suggests me to get friends and do me but it seems impossible for me and I want ti be commited and share with him thing I can easily do with others. He doesnt understand the difference of chilling wt your partner vs friends. So idk what to do , any suggestions? Anyone!! :(