Waking up from a lovely Dream
I am in a relationship with this guy, actually was for like 3 years. I know I'm considered young for dating and all and the love at my age is considered puppy love but trust me I was damn serious. I have know him since childhood and we were at pretty good terms. I used to suffer from anxiety and panic attacks and he was always there for me to comfort me. But one day randomly I talked about our future together which according to me was a normal reaction as it's been 3 years now and he said hey I can't marry you. I thought he was scared which was a normal reaction so I didn't push him. Now today again he brought that topic up saying that he would prefer arrange marriage as he can't say his parents that he has a girlfriend because it'll ruin his " Perfect image ".
I asked him then why was he dating me like after even knowing we're not going to end up together. His answer made me more furious he said he loved me and just couldn't find a way to talk before.
This incident has made my anxiety severe. Actually sometimes I don't know how to react. Please give me some advices.
Thank you for reading till the end ☺.