The end
Well, it’s over between my boyfriend and I. We’re splitting with still a lot of love and care for each other but it’s still hard. I’m going to have to move back to Texas and live with my mom which is super hard on my mental health. She’s already said she turned my bedroom into an office so I’ll have to live in the shed. I know that makes her sound horrible but she is a good mom. She just has her own neurodivergence from trauma. I get it because I have my own trauma but we don’t always see eye to eye. I’m just bummed out. I struggle a lot with my mental health and I feel like it’s just going to get worse when I’m back at my mom’s. Sometimes life just really piles it on. I hope one day I’ll get on my feet and will have some kind of stability and happiness.
@spicyavocado3788 thank you for sharing this with the community. i hear you. splitting up with someone you love so much is definitely a very difficult decision for you to have made. and i understand how it can become difficult for you when you get to live with your mother again, due to her own trauma and neurodivergence. i am wishing the best for you! <3
@spicyavocado3788
I feel that you are still heartbroken and it’s not easy. Going to mom’s place may be a good idea to move on. I get you are dreading to go to her place because you have to live in the shed and live with her, whom you don’t see eye to eye under the same roof. But you took great care to make your mom sound human, and it is really good that you have thought about the positives in both situations.
@spicyavocado3788,
you are making all the right decisions.
Don't push yourself. One step at the time. Take all the time you need to heal.
