Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
dukeofdearham
25 31,410 M Determined Treads 2
PathStep 237 Compassion hearts1,371 Forum posts990 Forum upvotes789 Current upvotes789 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 14, 2021
Recent forum posts
dukeofdearham profile picture
Anxiety/ emotions took over; made mistakes, I will be on probation for rest of my life
Anxiety Support / by dukeofdearham
Last post
 June 17th, 2021
...See more My marriage crashed, due to me diving into a severe depression (good intentions to find a decent job, so my wife could quit her way to strenuous one and pursue her dream). Fully recovered from depression, I mentally crashed, woke up next day, it was gone. Then I realized what happened, and my wife told me that all the beautiful we had was destroyed. She doesn't really trust me, which I understand. She is emotionally not available, I understand. Yet I desperately have been trying to connect. I sent messages to a friend and a son of her (I know, I know). Feels like I'll be on probation for the rest of my life. Like, whenever I make a mistake my wife goes like "you see, I knew it". My wife agreed on counseling, she wants to start from scratch. Like, we are house mates, take it from there. Working hard on being more aware so my emotions don't take over. And I am very emotional , all that happened is rather fresh. Sometimes I'm just scared that I screw up again, that I haved no credit. That I was hoping that people would show more understanding.
Search more from @dukeofdearham
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
42 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Quintet Super Active Chief Chat Honest Voice Confident Voice Power Voice Strong Start Milestone Journeying Strong Reconnect Walking Together Strong Bond First Post Reaching out Helping out Appreciated Voice Contributor Community Collaborator First Compassion Helpful heart Kindness personified Loving Soul Bundled Surviving Breakups Compassion Hero 7 Day Streak 14 Day Streak 30 Day Streak 90 Day Streak 180 Day Streak 260 Day Streak Togetherness Teammate Group Friend Forum Friend Meaghan's Heart Strong Bond I Super Supporter Hang 10
Report an issue