My poly girlfriend x monogamous me
My girlfriend is poly and I'm not. As expected ofc it's not the most pleasant thing and idk wtd... basically she kinda forces it into me....I tell her that I can't do poly and that I want to be only with her and her only with me cuz otherwise I won't feel like I'm in a relationship and she Is like "that's how poly works" or "u don't have to be poly only me" aka "I can date other people but u don't have to".... every time I bother to tell her how I feel like that I don't want to share her love etc she's like "that's what poly is etc" ....at the same time she doesn't want me to leave and she's like that I'm the best relationship she ever had and that she doesn't want to lose me cuz she's poly....and idk wtd....I kinda want to out cuz it's too much for me....I can't do that and she isn't listening + she barely gives me any attention rn...I literally have to beg for it...imagine when she finds more people...idk how to do it tho.... she makes me feel guilty and like it will be my fault if I leave and idk what to tell her to just out....she's the only one I have anyways and it's even more hard .....help?!?!?