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SomeoneGR
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My poly girlfriend x monogamous me
Relationship Stress / by SomeoneGR
Last post
 August 12th, 2022
...See more My girlfriend is poly and I'm not. As expected ofc it's not the most pleasant thing and idk wtd... basically she kinda forces it into me....I tell her that I can't do poly and that I want to be only with her and her only with me cuz otherwise I won't feel like I'm in a relationship and she Is like "that's how poly works" or "u don't have to be poly only me" aka "I can date other people but u don't have to".... every time I bother to tell her how I feel like that I don't want to share her love etc she's like "that's what poly is etc" ....at the same time she doesn't want me to leave and she's like that I'm the best relationship she ever had and that she doesn't want to lose me cuz she's poly....and idk wtd....I kinda want to out cuz it's too much for me....I can't do that and she isn't listening + she barely gives me any attention rn...I literally have to beg for it...imagine when she finds more people...idk how to do it tho.... she makes me feel guilty and like it will be my fault if I leave and idk what to tell her to just out....she's the only one I have anyways and it's even more hard .....help?!?!?
Am I Borderline
Personality Disorders Support / by SomeoneGR
Last post
 July 22nd, 2021
...See more Well well. I'm not asking for a self diagnose or anything I'm just trying to understand if I'm simply overreacting or if I need to go to a psychiatrist or anything. First of all I have Aspergers. I mention it because many symptoms overlap and yeah So um my relationships with other people are awful. Honestly I can't keep anyone close. Why? I can't have empathy for anyone except one person . I can't care for anyone except one person and this one person is like everything to me. My mood changes according to them, one moment I might cry cuz they haven't messaged me all day and the second they message me I might be so happy depends on what they texted . Also I am so clingy ,I need 24/7 attention and reinsurance. Even a slight change in the way they talk to me makes me think that they are going to leave and I panic..I am so scared that I'm going to lose them. Without them I'm nothing . I'm laying on bed all day waiting for them to text...I can't even manage to get up of bed. One moment I'm thinking how much I love them and the other that I might break up w them cuz they don't love me anymore. Asides relationship part, my mood changes in the speed of light. I might cry and the other moment decide to start new hobbies or go somewhere..I have booked to visit a psychiatrist many times during these moments (that I later canceled ). Also I decide that I will change and be a better person (which I never do) I waste so much money during this period that I later lose cuz I decide to either be depressed or priotize my favorite person . After this , maybe even minutes later I start crying that I wasted money and ya cancel things I can cancel. I am not able to do anything at all Moreover I don't know my personality. I don't know who am I . Physically and as a personality. I literally look in the mirror and every time I see me differently.i don't know how I look like . I don't know who am I + I overshare a lot. I open up extremely too much to people I even just met it's so embarrassing Last but not least , I feel so empty inside. I feel fake. Am I even real.Is anything real?I hate this empty feeling. This void...I just want to feel loved...I never feel loved...I want attention I want to be someone's favorite...I hate being alone ...why am I always alone
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