Question about what a relationship is
My boyfriend broke up with me last week because I don't ever want to have sex and the only way I would want kids is through adoption. The breakup hurt me tremendously and I been waking up really exhausted and I've been getting chest pains from anxiety, and I decided to talk to my school counselor about it. There was one point in the relationship when he touched my boob and I wasn't okay with that. He apologized later on but I don't want a sexual relationship at all, I want a spiritual relationship where I know the other person will stand by me no matter what. But the counselor told me maybe I'm just not ready for a relationship since she said boyfriends and girlfriends normally do that with each other. Is that really true? I don't mind holding hands and cuddling but I honestly want to believe that sex/sexual touching doesn't have to be a part of a relationship because I really don't want that. I'm honestly not sure what to think but thank you for reading and I could really use someone's opinion/perspective on this