Guilt / Fear bringing up divorce
A while back I decided I want a divorce. My wife hasn't done anything wrong, my feelings towards her have just changed. Once I became sure thats what I wanted, I told her.
I thought there was a chance that she felt the same, but she doesn't. It broke her heart. She convinced me that it wasn't fair for me to make that decision and that we should work on it. We have, but my feelings haven't changed.
I know I need to bring it up again and start the process of finalizing things, but I can't bring myself to see her in that pain again.
Every part of me knows that she's in pain now anyway, and that I'm not helping anything by waiting. I just can't get the guts to bring it up again.
Its so easy to tell myself that I just need to do it. I've practiced the conversation a thousand times. I just get to the metaphorical end of the diving board and can't jump.
Doe anybody have any advice?