What's one thing most people don't know about you?
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What's one thing most people don't know about you? I pick at my skin 20-60 minutes a day but I am working to stop it!!
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Julia
that I am good and caring.
@UnicornEye
Lots of self confidence...
@ziba27 *hugs*
I was sexually abused when I was 10 years old... that too by my own classmate.
People don't know I'm here. They don't know I'm doing things like that.
@RamonaWinchester
Me too...
None of my familiar know that I'm here... & that's good...
@ziba27
my family just doesnt understand
that's my mom's meaning on social engagement... it's really... uplifting right? XD but well.. I'm still here :D
"Why are you trying to help others - they don't help you when you're feeling bad - all you're doing is getting negative feelings and then you're the one who's depressed and noone will be there for you"
@RamonaWinchester
Maybe in some ways she has right...
But for instance me...
I came here with a broken heart & damaged mind.... Some good people talked me with out judging me..... Thanks to all of them... I feel alot better now.
So.. It may be is not for a very long time... But it's very good.
@ziba27 I became a listener for a reason my mother doesnt understand. My mother doesnt even remember how much she hurt me throughout my life so far. But it made me stronger and I became a better person.
I became a listener so that I could be the someone else that noone was to me.
And it makes me happy :)
@RamonaWinchester
So good... Appriciate that... I wish i could talk to you some time...
How much fear I carry constantly and how hard I work just to stay sane and present a pretty normal appearance instead of seeming crazy, bc that's how I feel inside
10 years ago I was almost raped.
Im always tense even when I sleep.
That I am tempted to steal one of my wife's fluoxitine.
That my smile often hides the tears that stream down my face when I'm alone.
That I sometimes need physical contact... Just an occasional cuddle would do.
That a part of me that I didn't realize had died on the inside was revived, but I feel safer sharing with strangers than those close to me.
That I have fantasies that I've kept secret for fear of rejection.
That I fill the emotional emptiness in my life with role play, ASMR, and other personal affection audios.
That I started writing a novel that was originally intended to be a short story submission to an erotic fiction website.
That I have severe abandonment issues.
That my self confidence is shit.
That I really wish that I felt comfortable talking to my wife about everything I feel without fear of her getting overwhelmed, angry, or disgusted.
That I deeply care for people in the LGBTQ community when all of my family are conservatives.
@RavenHeart81
In some ways..me too.
I feel more safe sharing my feelings with strangers, than those who are close to me...
Since strangers dont judge me & let me talk...
I love to sing, but never seem to find the confidence to sing infront of anyone. But I love it
I have low self esteem.
That I'm hopeless romantic longing for unconditional love even though on the outside I act like love is not for me.
That I have had some issues with mild depression and self loathing and I have been feeling very lonely, again, even though I act like everything's totally ok.
That I'm here on this site because I can't talk about my problems with anyone without feeling uncomfortable.
Actually I feel like even my closest people don't know this side of me at all cos I never share my feelings out of fear that I'm gonna be labeled as annoying or bothersome.
@eisan
Sharing your feelings with completely strangers are alot easier & safer than familiars...
Cause strangers wont judge you & just listen & give good advices...
@ziba27
I think so too. It's easier because even when you share your feelings with strangers and they leave, it's okay because they were never there to begin with. Unlike with close people, if they start acting weird around you cos you tell them something about yourself, it'd only hurt more.
@eisan
Yes... Exactly...
Glad that I'm here... Between pepole who unferstand me...😊
@eisan
I can relate I feel the same way.
