What's one thing most people don't know about you?

Honestly my entire personality. I'm almost never myself when I'm with others, so I'm pretty sure they don't know anything about me.

As much as I want to be social, I'm terrified of it oops

What's one thing most people don't know about you?

that i'm not ok. that i need help sometimes

Most people don't know I am widowed. It has been over 5 years and right after my partner died I was diagnosed with a very bad spinal condition, lost my home and almost everything we owned, had multiple spine surgeries, barely survived sepsis, have a damaged piuitary gland from sepsis, get hot and dizzy and almost pass out many times a day. I don't even have time to mention him or think about him because my survival took precedence. I never mention him, he is like a secret I keep to myself in my new life, not so great life

That I literally don

I think people dont know how sensitive I am, because I've always crammed any "negative" emotion, way way down.

That I read online comics about love, heroes, and the life I wish I had.

that i have ears and i can listen what they are talking about me.

i posted already, but it was very lighthearted and id like to share something ive seen others are struggling with as well.

that i feel empty and worthless at times because my career was my identity and i lost that when i was put on disability. i dont know what a new me is going to be or if i will even like her.

💕🌸aza

That I hate myself, that I can forgive pretty much anyone for anything but I can't seem to forgive myself for even the smallest things.

That I do medical mission work! I've been overseas, and have a trip planned for 2019 to Zambia, Africa!