What's one thing most people don't know about you?

.... that I'm not sure if love, hope, or happiness are real anymore and the only thing I'm truly afraid of is being alone

I think about something very dark most of the times

I'm sadder then I will ever be able to tell anyone

That I am very VERY emotional and little things can get to me

very few people know i got pregnant and gave the baby up for adoption it's a big secret to even people who would consider us close

Some things that people don't know about me is that I used to self harm (8 months clean), and even though most of my classmates think I'm very smart, I easily get stressed out over the smallest assignment.

I hide my emotions and that I'm LGBTQIA+

I have anxiety

I really don't want my life anymore, I'm just not brave enough to take it myself.

I'm actually part of a subset of bdsm where its more loving and caring than people think. I'm in DDLG.

DDLG stand for daddy dom little girl. It became my crutch soon after i started selfharming. i would go into my headspace of a child and never had to worry about a thing and i often had someone there to care for me. most of my relationships are beyond a screen but they are better then anything else ive ever expienced. My boyfriend who is my only support system is my daddy. he lovws me and cherishes me and always makes me feel loved. when im down he knows what to do and he knows how to deal just about anything when it comes to me. its the best thing i could ever ask for.