Write a sad story in 6 words...
NB: Please make sure stories are suitable and non-offensive or they will be removed.
I know that's sad, but it's in 6 words! What story's can you come up with? 💕
Hit send, then hit a tree
Don't think my family loves me.
In the end, noone missed me.
Have no space of my own
@peacefulHug92
cant even hold down a job.
Healing involves talking, I can't speak.
@blissedNblessed
I'll sit in silence with you
@mytwistedsoul
* crying* Thank you so much my friend. <3
I just can't do this. I want so much to do it but I can't.
But I can't continue like this either.
* sits in silence with you...and just cries*
@blissedNblessed *hands you tissues and gives you a safe hug* I know. I know you're trying so hard to move forward and do the things you need to to heal yourself and some days it feels impossible. It's ok to set it aside for a day - its ok to fall back and regroup - its ok to rest - sometimes we need those days more then we need to move forward. It doesn't mean you're giving up or quitting - you're just catching your breath and we can sit together while you do :)
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you.
Yeah, that's so very true - maybe i cant go full steam ahead all the time, even though I want to. I definitely can't today. Then I freak out because somehow I need to finish this by Monday and somehow try to do it - but i just cant . Maybe today I will not focus on pushing forward like you said, and just regroup instead. Make today a self care day. I just cant keep pushing today because i am going to break, i really am. then i feel guilt and embarrassment and shame that i cant do it. It's going to be one of those grounding all day, days. I am just...shaking.
thank you for being there for me :)
It means so much.
I appreciate you
@blissedNblessed Sometimes the homework they give us isn't something that we can just do when they want it - sometimes it takes alittle. It's not that we don't want to do it - we simply can't. Therapists understand that - they really do and she won't think you're a failure or a disappointment because you couldn't give it to her on Monday. Sometimes we have to do things in pieces - smaller bites at a time - one or two sentences at a time. Like you're slowly painting a picture - one section at a time
@mytwistedsoul
guess what? I did it! I finished it. it took 2 days to do it. write a tiny bit, run away from it, come back - panic, freak out, give up, come back. but its done. Now for the harder part...Trying to speak it to her. I honestly do not think i can but i will try. your right, maybe this is not something i can do in one try. i am sure she will help me and not judge me if it takes a few ( hundred) sessions to get this out. but so relived that this writing part is over and i can stop reliving it in my dang head.
@blissedNblessed I am so proud of you! I read the thread with you and @mytwistedsoul and I had tears in my eyes. Your words are poetic. And, I will send you lots of extra strength for Monday <3
Listening - One Step At A Time!
@MistyMagic
Thank you for your kindness.
And thank you for your support and sending me strength for Monday.
I will definitely need it...because I WILL be reading it - somehow, even if it takes days to read it and use my voice aloud... I will heal :) I will not give up.
@blissedNblessed You did great! I am so proud of you! As hard as it was and all the emotions you had to be fighting you did it! You set the pace ok? If you get there and can't read it - its absolutely ok. Look at everything you have done this week! She won't judge you a bit - noone will. She'll know and see how hard you worked to write it.
I really can't tell you how proud I am of you and all the work you're doing!
* leaving you a safe bear hug* :)
@mytwistedsoul
I will take that safe bear hug, thank you!!!!! Offering you great big bear hugs too!
And thank you so much for saying that you are proud of me and noticing how much work i have been doing :)
Yes, your right - even one word or one sentence out, its progress. I am going to try to speak, one sentence at a time. Hoping breaking it up like that will help.
Still your secrets I will keep
@mytwistedsoul
I FEEL this one!
I am thinking of you and sending you such good positive and healing energy your way.
Can't escape,breathe can't leave here 😭😔😑
It gets exhausting chasing your tail being manipulated lied pushed pulled here and there but gone nowhere .. so much never seen done with your life it's all been pain lies behind the mask you wear your broken lonely scared but you smile laugh even though you know you have played right into their hands .. your going to lose it all over lies people told and want others to believe about you yep so you lay and wait for the horrible day to come you try to make the most of every day every minute with your kids count hold them help them with school work play video games with them cry every day in shower 🚿 so no one will hear or see it's getting to you. I know this is more than six words but it's all true and I am sorry if it offends you .
The hour glass has run out
woke up, looked, tried, was trashed
Because of them, I'm damaged.
@blissedNblessed
Because of them, I am damaged.
lol, left out the and :p
And after all that, I’m still alone
Tried to talk, no one listened.
Sometimes, scars and wounds don't heal.
Tired eyes have seen too much.
"I'll see you one day soon."
Aching body, twitching hands, racing mind.
Was the end product worth it?
Trying to fix it, it shattered.
"Why can't you just be normal?"
Big promises always hurt the hardest.
