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ClassicAnonymous17 December 30th, 2020
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I left because I thought I was good.

I thought I was better.

I haven't logged on in almost 2 years.

Kinda hurting. Pride wise.

I know it's ok to need help!

But at least I am here.

At least THIS is an option!

[Edited by @QuietMagic 11/20/21 to add TW to title since multiple posts in this thread contain potentially triggering content related to EDs and suicidal ideation]

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thoughtfultalker January 4th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17 You GOT THIS!

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 4th, 2021
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@thoughtfultalker

*THANK YOU β™₯️

___ how is your MONDAY going?

juliak1968 December 30th, 2020
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Welcome back! You show your strength and wisdom plus humility

You got this!!

ClassicAnonymous17 OP December 30th, 2020
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@juliak1968

Thank you.

I hope you have had a good day

juliak1968 December 30th, 2020
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Thanks, yes today is one of the better days ive had. Sometimes we must learn how to make ourselves comfortable (food, shower, good tv, ect.) I got it right today 😊

πŸŽ‰Happy New Year! 2021🎈

ClassicAnonymous17 OP December 31st, 2020
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@juliak1968

Thank you & Happy New Year to you as well

πŸ’– If you are okay with thatπŸ‘πŸ»

However you choose to celebrate be sure to be safe I hope to hear from you soon.

I'm not going to lie today thinking of you just messaging you alone that was a highlight point of my day. _ thank you!😊

juliak1968 December 31st, 2020
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Thank you, Im honored! I'm spending New Years Eve on 7cups while watching tv, so no drinking, but i have a license for flowers, so ill take a few puffs

Happy New Years eve! πŸŽ‰πŸŽˆπŸŽŠ

ClassicAnonymous17 OP December 31st, 2020
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@juliak1968

A few license to flowers

__ what do you know what that means?__

ClassicAnonymous17 OP December 31st, 2020
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I was distracted with that last post. I'm sorry.

I don't know what you mean?

I don't understand.

juliak1968 December 31st, 2020
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Oh, sorry, I have a medical marajauna lisence, and another word the use now is flowers because the flower is the same as the buds. πŸ–

Im not too high πŸ‘Œ

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

OOHHH!

Gotcha!

I hope medical wise you are/will be okay!!

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

The medical type I smoke helps with anxiety and pain. Thank you, im gratefull for the new treatments, it really does help me.

I hope we all have a happy and safe new year and that we find everything in life we are looking for.

Blessings, Day

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

AWESOME!!! Well put πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

HAPPY NEW YEARπŸŽ‰

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

Happy New Year!!!πŸ™‚β™₯️

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

πŸ˜„Link ---> WRITE 2021 1st on 7Cups "HERE"

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Just saw you wrote 2021 on the link.

I hope it is popular for a while today πŸ€—

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

Popular? Why

turquoiseSea8074 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

How does flowers make you feel?

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@turquoiseSea8074

Me I don't smoke.

The only thing I do.

I drink I only drink 3 times a year.

I don't take pills I don't take any drugs I don't take medication.

When I was younger and I was prescribed different medication for depression and PTSD and sleeping issues my my mother was not a sober person she would take my medication. and accuse me of being a horrible person because I was prescribed ____ this.

I couldn't even tell you the names I was on so many all the time.

my mother told me I was like 13 she's like you're a drug addict and an alcoholic the alcoholic part she was 100% right on I started drinking when I was 11 and whenever I started working I would burn up through $400 of alcohol in 3 days.

I would have just enough money to make it to work for gas then full circle and start it all over again the following week.

the only time all I was sober when I was a teenager was whenever I got prescribed some depression medicine and they told me not to drink with it the first time I drink with that.

I remember laying on the floor crying to my boyfriend at the time that I couldn't breathe because my chest feel like there was so much pressure on it.

turquoiseSea8074 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I'm sorry to hear that you tried alcohol at such an early age. I wouldn't take your mother's words seriously, she probably wasn't under the influence of alcohol and wasn't herself. At least you made it to work at the time. I've seen one guy who could fall out of reality for a week. Good to hear that you are trying to put your addiction under control. You've probably seen so much ugliness in life because of alcohol and drugs. Wish you love, patience, and all the best.

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@turquoiseSea8074

Thank you I appreciate it !!!

*_*_ changing the topic.

How long have you been a member of 7cups?

How'd you hear about 7 cups??

turquoiseSea8074 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I've been here for about a year or so now, I was looking for something like a therapist, to work through everyday things, mostly managing emotions, so I stop by occasionally here when I feel lonely. Some amateur listeners are helpful, I feel a little better. )

turquoiseSea8074 January 1st, 2021
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@turquoiseSea8074 I've seen 7 cups probably on Google play)

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@turquoiseSea8074

I am member Not a listener but we could msg one another if you'd like 😊

turquoiseSea8074 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17 sure ) I come here every couple of days or so, you can write to me if you want to)

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@turquoiseSea8074

Don't laugh I can't get your new to pop up in the chat optionπŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈ

turquoiseSea8074 January 3rd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I'm back here through notifications in my profile only. I wish they had a private chat or something like this here.

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Popular = More people startong off the new year optimisticallyπŸŽ‰ 2021

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

GOTCHA πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ™‚πŸ‘ŒπŸ»

H​​​​​​ows your Friday going??

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I took a 2 hour nap lol

Im just waking back up now. Its a good friday :-)

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

___ JEALOUS!!

Nap sounds great!!!

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Napping and snacking are side effects to smoking weed lol

I ate 3 hostess cup cakes then slept

πŸ˜„

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 1st, 2021
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@juliak1968

Do not wanna be _that_ person.

I don't talk about food.

I have an eating disorder.

everytime I look at

food/think about food

immediately my brain turns it all into numbers.

But that does sound good!

juliak1968 January 1st, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Sorry you have that challenge! Im food challenged as ill often eat the wrong foods, im living in a Veterans program in a room with a small refrigerator and a microwave; no kitchen, no safe food storage other than that. They helped me find a decent apartment and save for a nice car. Hoping my new move into 2021 is smooth. Hoping you find peace in the present through 2021!!

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968

Do you like your apartment? Does it feel _ homey_ are you still adjusting?

* Thank you for the Wsihes/blessings😊

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I dont move from this small room into my apartment for about 10-12 days or so, ive been invited to view a nice one and to fill out the application. Its reserved for me because i waited 10 months in this room on a list for my name to come up.

πŸ‘Œ

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968

OH LORDY!!! 10 MONTHS!!!

you are very patient πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»

CONGRATULATIONS!!! on going for the visit

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Thank you, its a great program for Veterans, its rent free so we can save money while waiting. I managed to buy a very nice Nitro 4x4, and save 2k, now when i move, my rent amount is based on 30% of my income which will leave me with 50% more money left per month than i paid for the last 8 years in my old apartment.

A good helping hand program

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968 * Thank You For Your Service!!!!