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I am back (TW)
I left because I thought I was good.
I thought I was better.
I haven't logged on in almost 2 years.
Kinda hurting. Pride wise.
I know it's ok to need help!
But at least I am here.
At least THIS is an option!
[Edited by @QuietMagic 11/20/21 to add TW to title since multiple posts in this thread contain potentially triggering content related to EDs and suicidal ideation]
@thoughtfultalker
*THANK YOU β₯οΈ
___ how is your MONDAY going?
Welcome back! You show your strength and wisdom plus humility
You got this!!
@juliak1968
Thank you.
I hope you have had a good day
@ClassicAnonymous17
Thanks, yes today is one of the better days ive had. Sometimes we must learn how to make ourselves comfortable (food, shower, good tv, ect.) I got it right today π
πHappy New Year! 2021π
@juliak1968
Thank you & Happy New Year to you as well
π If you are okay with thatππ»
However you choose to celebrate be sure to be safe I hope to hear from you soon.
I'm not going to lie today thinking of you just messaging you alone that was a highlight point of my day. _ thank you!π
@ClassicAnonymous17
Thank you, Im honored! I'm spending New Years Eve on 7cups while watching tv, so no drinking, but i have a license for flowers, so ill take a few puffs
Happy New Years eve! πππ
@juliak1968
A few license to flowers
__ what do you know what that means?__
I was distracted with that last post. I'm sorry.
I don't know what you mean?
I don't understand.
@ClassicAnonymous17
Oh, sorry, I have a medical marajauna lisence, and another word the use now is flowers because the flower is the same as the buds. π
Im not too high π
@juliak1968
OOHHH!
Gotcha!
I hope medical wise you are/will be okay!!
@ClassicAnonymous17
The medical type I smoke helps with anxiety and pain. Thank you, im gratefull for the new treatments, it really does help me.
I hope we all have a happy and safe new year and that we find everything in life we are looking for.
Blessings, Day
@juliak1968
AWESOME!!! Well put ππ»ππ»ππ»
@juliak1968
Happy New Year!!!πβ₯οΈ
@ClassicAnonymous17
πLink ---> WRITE 2021 1st on 7Cups "HERE"
@ClassicAnonymous17
Just saw you wrote 2021 on the link.
I hope it is popular for a while today π€
@ClassicAnonymous17
How does flowers make you feel?
@turquoiseSea8074
Me I don't smoke.
The only thing I do.
I drink I only drink 3 times a year.
I don't take pills I don't take any drugs I don't take medication.
When I was younger and I was prescribed different medication for depression and PTSD and sleeping issues my my mother was not a sober person she would take my medication. and accuse me of being a horrible person because I was prescribed ____ this.
I couldn't even tell you the names I was on so many all the time.
my mother told me I was like 13 she's like you're a drug addict and an alcoholic the alcoholic part she was 100% right on I started drinking when I was 11 and whenever I started working I would burn up through $400 of alcohol in 3 days.
I would have just enough money to make it to work for gas then full circle and start it all over again the following week.
the only time all I was sober when I was a teenager was whenever I got prescribed some depression medicine and they told me not to drink with it the first time I drink with that.
I remember laying on the floor crying to my boyfriend at the time that I couldn't breathe because my chest feel like there was so much pressure on it.
@ClassicAnonymous17
I'm sorry to hear that you tried alcohol at such an early age. I wouldn't take your mother's words seriously, she probably wasn't under the influence of alcohol and wasn't herself. At least you made it to work at the time. I've seen one guy who could fall out of reality for a week. Good to hear that you are trying to put your addiction under control. You've probably seen so much ugliness in life because of alcohol and drugs. Wish you love, patience, and all the best.
@turquoiseSea8074
Thank you I appreciate it !!!
*_*_ changing the topic.
How long have you been a member of 7cups?
How'd you hear about 7 cups??
@ClassicAnonymous17
I've been here for about a year or so now, I was looking for something like a therapist, to work through everyday things, mostly managing emotions, so I stop by occasionally here when I feel lonely. Some amateur listeners are helpful, I feel a little better. )
@turquoiseSea8074 I've seen 7 cups probably on Google play)
@turquoiseSea8074
I am member Not a listener but we could msg one another if you'd like π
@ClassicAnonymous17 sure ) I come here every couple of days or so, you can write to me if you want to)
@turquoiseSea8074
Don't laugh I can't get your new to pop up in the chat optionπ€¦ββοΈ
@ClassicAnonymous17
I'm back here through notifications in my profile only. I wish they had a private chat or something like this here.
@ClassicAnonymous17
Popular = More people startong off the new year optimisticallyπ 2021
@juliak1968
GOTCHA ππ»πππ»
Hββββββows your Friday going??
@ClassicAnonymous17
I took a 2 hour nap lol
Im just waking back up now. Its a good friday :-)
@juliak1968
___ JEALOUS!!
Nap sounds great!!!
@ClassicAnonymous17
Napping and snacking are side effects to smoking weed lol
I ate 3 hostess cup cakes then slept
π
@juliak1968
Do not wanna be _that_ person.
I don't talk about food.
I have an eating disorder.
everytime I look at
food/think about food
immediately my brain turns it all into numbers.
But that does sound good!
@ClassicAnonymous17
Sorry you have that challenge! Im food challenged as ill often eat the wrong foods, im living in a Veterans program in a room with a small refrigerator and a microwave; no kitchen, no safe food storage other than that. They helped me find a decent apartment and save for a nice car. Hoping my new move into 2021 is smooth. Hoping you find peace in the present through 2021!!
@juliak1968
Do you like your apartment? Does it feel _ homey_ are you still adjusting?
* Thank you for the Wsihes/blessingsπ
@ClassicAnonymous17
I dont move from this small room into my apartment for about 10-12 days or so, ive been invited to view a nice one and to fill out the application. Its reserved for me because i waited 10 months in this room on a list for my name to come up.
π
@juliak1968
OH LORDY!!! 10 MONTHS!!!
you are very patient ππ»ππ»ππ»
CONGRATULATIONS!!! on going for the visit
@ClassicAnonymous17
Thank you, its a great program for Veterans, its rent free so we can save money while waiting. I managed to buy a very nice Nitro 4x4, and save 2k, now when i move, my rent amount is based on 30% of my income which will leave me with 50% more money left per month than i paid for the last 8 years in my old apartment.
A good helping hand program
@juliak1968 * Thank You For Your Service!!!!