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ClassicAnonymous17 December 30th, 2020
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I left because I thought I was good.

I thought I was better.

I haven't logged on in almost 2 years.

Kinda hurting. Pride wise.

I know it's ok to need help!

But at least I am here.

At least THIS is an option!

[Edited by @QuietMagic 11/20/21 to add TW to title since multiple posts in this thread contain potentially triggering content related to EDs and suicidal ideation]

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juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Thank you so much!!πŸ–πŸ‘€

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968

Sorry I was slow to catch on.

_ not the brightest light bulb

_ April 2021 my husband gets approved for his housing Grantsuper excited!!!

my husband did 14 years 4 years in the Marines 8 years in the Army and was discharged because his son passed away / FIRST marriage not my kid.

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Im so sorry he knows that pain of loosing a child, we share that! It is hard to move on from that, very challenging on many levels πŸ–

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968

I'm sorry to hear that you had to go through that πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

my husband said after him and his wife lost their son everything between them changed and they couldn't go back to the way things were before that time of hardship

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I felt part of myself pass-away inside and never recover. Its best to try to only remember good memories, but its one of those unsolvable puzzles smh

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 6th, 2021
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@juliak1968

Good morning!😊

How was your night?

Do you have plans for the day?

juliak1968 January 6th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Good morning, its an uneventful day, no plans, just getting lunch on now. Hope youre doing well.

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 6th, 2021
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@juliak1968

_ uneventful here as well.

Washing all the bed blankets.

Hubby had the thermostat on 85 when I woke up this morning !!

Extremely unnecessarily HOT

Little one and I just did 10 min of yoga.

juliak1968 January 6th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

He wanted to make sure you both were warm :-)

Thats cute! You have a fun little yoga partner!

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 6th, 2021
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@juliak1968

I love the fact that it actually has adult poses and then on the side it's like little dancing bears that give kids options to do the easier like jumping jacks or stand up straight and spread your arms πŸ˜‚

juliak1968 January 6th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Thats a great activity your teaching at the right age

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 6th, 2021
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@juliak1968

IDK about you but today does NOT feel like a Wednesday.

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 7th, 2021
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@juliak1968

Happy Thursday πŸŽ‰πŸ˜Š

_ how'd you sleep?

_any plans for the day?

juliak1968 January 7th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Happy Thursday, I slept well and got a couple appointments done. Ive got on more at 2:00 then i can relax. How are you today?😊

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 7th, 2021
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@juliak1968

Today is just a lazy Thursday.

Little one said she wants her space and shut her door so I'm sure whenever she decides to be friendly and nice all that will change and it won't be so lazy anymore πŸ˜‚

juliak1968 January 7th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

They are such little people lol

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 8th, 2021
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@juliak1968

Can you start a new thread post for us to chat. Back and forth on?

All day I've been trying to access the thread post to create a new one but my app isn't giving me that option

juliak1968 January 8th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

What do you want the new thread to be called?

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 8th, 2021
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@juliak1968

Chit chat between Juliak & CA17 😊

juliak1968 January 8th, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

I think threads should be for anybody and everybody. Ive created 17 threads so far. We can chit chat anywhere on any threads. Pick one and tag me there.

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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In 2021 i resolve to listen to my therapist, look ahead, focus, and over come challenges πŸ˜„

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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SENSING YOU LOVE

πŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸ’ŒπŸ’Œ

_ what are you up to?

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Not much, just watching TV (the big bang theory). The days here are long and can be very boring lol

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968

I LOVE BIG BANG THEORY!!!!

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Thank you β™₯️

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 2nd, 2021
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@juliak1968

Msg you later.

βœŒπŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ˜Š * HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!!!

STAY Safe & healthy

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Ok, take good care. Enjoy! 🎡😁

juliak1968 January 2nd, 2021
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Link -->> My Poem Diary

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 3rd, 2021
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@juliak1968

_ how are you?

_ any plans for the day?

juliak1968 January 3rd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17smiley

Hello,

I had a nice quietly relaxing day with a 2 hour nap. I'm watching football yay! How are you today? Whatcha up too?

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 3rd, 2021
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@juliak1968

Toddler is making me suffer through SpongeBob SquarePants _AGAIN_

We've been watching all DDDAAAYYY

Outside it's super cold muddy and raining

* What football team do you root for??

juliak1968 January 3rd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Awe, so cute, i remember those days watching lambchop lol . Right now im watching Green bay packers play the Chicago bears, i hope green bay wins. I have picked all the games and the person with the most wins gets a coffee and an apple fritter from duncon donuts.

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 3rd, 2021
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@juliak1968

What's lambchop??😲

Never heard of it

juliak1968 January 3rd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Lamb Chops Play Along TV Show song that doesn't end - YouTube

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LZ0KNI18Udc

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 3rd, 2021
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@juliak1968

Ooohhhh NO!!

I KNOW IT!!

My husband used to play that damn song when I was pregnant!!!πŸ˜²πŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈ

Super annoying

juliak1968 January 3rd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Lol yes indeed it can wera down any parents ha ha

Remember the tele tubbies? Lol my kids are all grown up now

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 3rd, 2021
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@juliak1968

During covid I introduced my daughter to Teletubbies

shelllllooovveeessss it!!!

I grew up on teletubbies!!!

I was LaLa for one halloHall when I was little

juliak1968 January 3rd, 2021
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@ClassicAnonymous17

Raising my kids (4) was really great, lots of good memories! :-)

ClassicAnonymous17 OP January 3rd, 2021
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@juliak1968

I only have one kiddo.

I have two steps kids.

I've never meant.

They've voiced their opinions about me on Facebook and instagram. Breaks my heart but I can't change how they feel and I will not stoop as low as bribery.

Birthdays and Christmas time is about the time they start *branching out & for the past two years they'll make request for big amounts of money 5 days before my birthday