I've aged up.
Hey, @Tobedoctor and @Keith22534
I've aged up. I didn't realize it was going to be on first april. I'm sorry i am not able to talk on the teen chat anymore, but we can here. I hope both of you are okay.
i hope we all can chat here, if its okay with both of you.
@ilxraurel01
Oh no! I will miss you so so so much but we can talk in forums. You birthday was on 21 or 23 April right?
@Tobedoctor
hey <3 thanks for checking on me. its kinda lonely. i rarely go to the group chats. the listeners here are a lot. but ive made friends from my listeners, its okay. i hope you age up soon so we can talk. also all the things i was worried about is better. i got into a college and i passed my exams.
@ilxraurel01
Congratulations ilaa! I'm so proud of youu. *hugs if ok. I'll be here for you, at least we can talk like this i guess. 💙
@ilxraurel01
yay, i'm so happy for you! I hadnt realised that you werent on teeny side after your birthday. Take care of yourself. And we love you.
@Keith22534
thank you cutie. its ok. you too take care. love you too a whole lots. hope ur ok
yay, i'm so happy for you! I hadnt realised that you werent on teeny side after your birthday. Take care of yourself. And we love you.
@Keith22534
sorry the thing got copy pasted idk how
@Tobedoctor
im not doing okay. cancelling a second sitting of a dentist appointment. not really doing ok. i can't really tell anyone. just hurting a lot. some 7cups issues. some home issues. mentally tired. just trying to put my blues into painting
@ilxraurel01
I'm sorry ila i didn't saw your post before. I'm sorry to hear it's not going well ☹️. Hope it'll get better soon 💙
@Tobedoctor @Keith22534
im doing okay i guess. not the worst, not the best. how are you both doing? how's the teenie side? i want to know <3 i care about you both <3 my college starts 17th july and im really nervous, i hope i get through this new phase. there is so much to do but all i want to do is relax and paint or make jewellery. yeah.
@ilxraurel01
Hi ilaa! Glad you are doing ok. I'm doing ok too 😛. Thank you soo much for caringg! Haven't visited member side much these days. But i literally live in TL and so far it's great and chaotic XD. How is adult side ila? Did you found new friends there or any support from listeners? Feeling nervous when going to college for the first time is understandable. But you got this ilaa! You'll do great! I believe in youu! Yess painting and making jewelry is soo funn! But you gotta go to college and chase your dreams friend! You're awesome! 💙
@Tobedoctor
im sorry, i dont feel okay. ill reply to every part of your message soon. im sorry.
@ilxraurel01
We're glad to have you on the adult side! I wish you tons of luck with your schooling. It's both exciting and stressful times, isn't it? The thrill of a new adventure, without knowing how it will end, can be a bit like that. We're here to support you on the adult side, though. You won't be going it alone.
@GoldenNest2727
heyy! thank you for being so supportive. i appreciate it.
@GoldenNest2727
You are soo kind! Thank youuu! 💙
@Tobedoctor
hey, i've been.. tired. been sleeping so much these days. couldnt do paint/poems so im reading now. im so frustrated. my college starts july 17 and my family and my sis-in-law's family are going as well. im just so upset. i dont want to go. and after we come back from the trip college starts the next day. plus im shifting houses near that time. i just dont know what to do. college is getting on my nerves, idk if i can do this. yeah. im just tired mostly. sorry for the long rant.
@Keith22534 and @tobedoctor
how are you both doing? how's life?
@ilxraurel01
No need to say sorry ilaa! You can rant here friend 💙. Feeling tired sounds hard... And having to go college when you don't want is frustrating indeed. What makes you feel like college is getting on your nerves friend? And i hope reading helps you, what is the book you're currently reading? 17 July is kinda close, i hope it all goes well for you 💙. https://ibb.co/GdjfsHT
@Tobedoctor
i dont know, i just want everything to be perfect, at least for my first day of college. i just finished "all the bright places." might start painting. i finished 2/3 books so im tired again. thank you for that image <3 i hope ur okay too. xoxo take care
@ilxraurel01
I hope everything will go perfect too ilaa.💙 Is there anything you excited about college? Painting is really good, you're very talented after all! Yaa continuous stress makes us feel tired. I'm hoping you feel better soon. Just try to take good care of yourself oki? We lovess you lot! 💙 Your book is about mental health struggle right? I gotta add it to my to read books XD.
The world breaks everyone, and afterward, many are strong at the broken places.
—Ernest Hemingway
@Tobedoctor
yeahh, many are strong at broken places. yes tobeee it's about mental struggles, mostly bpd and triggering stuff. it's okay though. love you both too! you take care of yourself too. im just excited to study and get good grades 😳🫣
@Keith22534
hope it gives u strength and hope when u do :)
@ilxraurel01
its ok, didi! We’re here. What book? And hop you have fun
my left is going h*ll. School starts 6july and I…studying is hard. I’ve been reading a lot of books recently, particularly romance. Don’t worry, I read YA. Just pressure has increased
@Keith22534
its ok, didi! We’re here. What book? And hop you have fun
my left is going h*ll. School starts 6july and I…studying is hard. I’ve been reading a lot of books recently, particularly romance. Don’t worry, I read YA. Just pressure has increased
aww, dont worry. you'll do well. just understand the concepts, everything else apne aap aajayega. dont worry. i've been reading a lot of romance too!!! *hugs* hope school goes well. you'll be okay. everything will. studying was hard for me too.. but try your best. the book i just finished is "all the bright places" take care, okay? xoxo
@ilxraurel01
@keith22534
so sorry, idk why this thing keeps glitching and the thing gets copy pasted. sorry.
@Keith22534
Hope school will go ok for you k pop professor. You'll do great in studies! Good luck 🍀. Is that studies makes you feel pressured? I just want to say don't be soo hard on yourself Keith. Be kind to yourself too like you do for others. We love you tons friend. Just take care of, yourself. 💙 And you both read romance, I'm still reading children novels lol
@Tobedoctor
Take care of yourself too and your birthday is coming, if I remember correctly.
@Keith22534
Will try to take care Keith. Yeah it's coming but it's nothing important anyway. I don't like that day at all tbh. Thanks for remembering it tho💙
@tobedoctor
Dang, its your birthday today, hope the day went well!! have amazing year, and i wish loads of happiness will come your way. We always are here for you, like youve been. Youve got this.. love ya! 💕
@keith22534
@ilxraurel01
Thank youu ilaa 🥺💙. I love youu too friend, thanks for everything! 💙
@Tobedoctor and @keith22534 ..
how are you both?
@Tobedoctor
which children novelss?
and when is your birthday???
@ilxraurel01
Rick Riordan's books like percy Jackson and all hehe. It's 24th this month, just a useless day yk.
@Tobedoctor
oh i hope the day goes well, even if you dont like the idea of a birthday. *hoping ill remember and be able to wish you!!* ohh keep the childhood alive xD percy jakson is captivating to many.
@ilxraurel01
Good luck with studying and getting good grades ilaa! You got this 💙. What are you studying btw? 💙