I've aged up.
Hey, @Tobedoctor and @Keith22534
I've aged up. I didn't realize it was going to be on first april. I'm sorry i am not able to talk on the teen chat anymore, but we can here. I hope both of you are okay.
i hope we all can chat here, if its okay with both of you.
@ilxraurel01
Oh no! I will miss you so so so much but we can talk in forums. You birthday was on 21 or 23 April right?
@ilxraurel01
Hi ila! Hope you are doing ok. How is adult side?
@Tobedoctor
hey <3 thanks for checking on me. its kinda lonely. i rarely go to the group chats. the listeners here are a lot. but ive made friends from my listeners, its okay. i hope you age up soon so we can talk. also all the things i was worried about is better. i got into a college and i passed my exams.
@ilxraurel01
Congratulations ilaa! I'm so proud of youu. *hugs if ok. I'll be here for you, at least we can talk like this i guess. 💙
@ilxraurel01
yay, i'm so happy for you! I hadnt realised that you werent on teeny side after your birthday. Take care of yourself. And we love you.
@ilxraurel01
Hi ila! How is it going? Hope you're ok 💙
@Tobedoctor
im not doing okay. cancelling a second sitting of a dentist appointment. not really doing ok. i can't really tell anyone. just hurting a lot. some 7cups issues. some home issues. mentally tired. just trying to put my blues into painting
@ilxraurel01
I'm sorry ila i didn't saw your post before. I'm sorry to hear it's not going well ☹️. Hope it'll get better soon 💙
@Tobedoctor @Keith22534
im doing okay i guess. not the worst, not the best. how are you both doing? how's the teenie side? i want to know <3 i care about you both <3 my college starts 17th july and im really nervous, i hope i get through this new phase. there is so much to do but all i want to do is relax and paint or make jewellery. yeah.
@ilxraurel01
Hi ilaa! Glad you are doing ok. I'm doing ok too 😛. Thank you soo much for caringg! Haven't visited member side much these days. But i literally live in TL and so far it's great and chaotic XD. How is adult side ila? Did you found new friends there or any support from listeners? Feeling nervous when going to college for the first time is understandable. But you got this ilaa! You'll do great! I believe in youu! Yess painting and making jewelry is soo funn! But you gotta go to college and chase your dreams friend! You're awesome! 💙
@ilxraurel01
We're glad to have you on the adult side! I wish you tons of luck with your schooling. It's both exciting and stressful times, isn't it? The thrill of a new adventure, without knowing how it will end, can be a bit like that. We're here to support you on the adult side, though. You won't be going it alone.
@GoldenNest2727
You are soo kind! Thank youuu! 💙
@ilxraurel01
How is it going ilaa? 💙
@Tobedoctor
hey, i've been.. tired. been sleeping so much these days. couldnt do paint/poems so im reading now. im so frustrated. my college starts july 17 and my family and my sis-in-law's family are going as well. im just so upset. i dont want to go. and after we come back from the trip college starts the next day. plus im shifting houses near that time. i just dont know what to do. college is getting on my nerves, idk if i can do this. yeah. im just tired mostly. sorry for the long rant.
@Keith22534 and @tobedoctor
how are you both doing? how's life?
@ilxraurel01
No need to say sorry ilaa! You can rant here friend 💙. Feeling tired sounds hard... And having to go college when you don't want is frustrating indeed. What makes you feel like college is getting on your nerves friend? And i hope reading helps you, what is the book you're currently reading? 17 July is kinda close, i hope it all goes well for you 💙. https://ibb.co/GdjfsHT
@Tobedoctor
i dont know, i just want everything to be perfect, at least for my first day of college. i just finished "all the bright places." might start painting. i finished 2/3 books so im tired again. thank you for that image <3 i hope ur okay too. xoxo take care
@ilxraurel01
I hope everything will go perfect too ilaa.💙 Is there anything you excited about college? Painting is really good, you're very talented after all! Yaa continuous stress makes us feel tired. I'm hoping you feel better soon. Just try to take good care of yourself oki? We lovess you lot! 💙 Your book is about mental health struggle right? I gotta add it to my to read books XD.
The world breaks everyone, and afterward, many are strong at the broken places.
—Ernest Hemingway
@ilxraurel01
its ok, didi! We’re here. What book? And hop you have fun
my left is going h*ll. School starts 6july and I…studying is hard. I’ve been reading a lot of books recently, particularly romance. Don’t worry, I read YA. Just pressure has increased
@Keith22534
its ok, didi! We’re here. What book? And hop you have fun
my left is going h*ll. School starts 6july and I…studying is hard. I’ve been reading a lot of books recently, particularly romance. Don’t worry, I read YA. Just pressure has increased
aww, dont worry. you'll do well. just understand the concepts, everything else apne aap aajayega. dont worry. i've been reading a lot of romance too!!! *hugs* hope school goes well. you'll be okay. everything will. studying was hard for me too.. but try your best. the book i just finished is "all the bright places" take care, okay? xoxo
@Keith22534
Hope school will go ok for you k pop professor. You'll do great in studies! Good luck 🍀. Is that studies makes you feel pressured? I just want to say don't be soo hard on yourself Keith. Be kind to yourself too like you do for others. We love you tons friend. Just take care of, yourself. 💙 And you both read romance, I'm still reading children novels lol
@Tobedoctor
Take care of yourself too and your birthday is coming, if I remember correctly.
@Keith22534
Will try to take care Keith. Yeah it's coming but it's nothing important anyway. I don't like that day at all tbh. Thanks for remembering it tho💙
@tobedoctor
Dang, its your birthday today, hope the day went well!! have amazing year, and i wish loads of happiness will come your way. We always are here for you, like youve been. Youve got this.. love ya! 💕
@keith22534
@Tobedoctor
which children novelss?
and when is your birthday???
@ilxraurel01
Rick Riordan's books like percy Jackson and all hehe. It's 24th this month, just a useless day yk.
@Tobedoctor
yeah i watched both the movie and read the book, it's pretty sad, both. the book made be cry more. it's really good. it does give a perspective on bpd, so yeah.. hm.
@ilxraurel01
i wanted to read the book but my tbr has like 100 books. Lmao.
I am going to read Shatter Me with my friend. I got High expectations for Aaron Warner even though, I know Adam exists.
@ilxraurel01
The next day it was all over school, and I was officially Theodore Freak. One year later, I grew out of my clothes because, it turns out, growing fourteen inches in a summer is easy. It’s growing out of a label that’s hard.
Helloo @ilxraurel01 @Keith22534 ! How are you both doing friends? 💙
@Tobedoctor
Hi hi. I’ve got tons of hw, lol and I am reading many books at a time, lmao. How are you doing?
@Keith22534
Oh noo hww☹️. I hope you'll be able to complete them, good luckk! Smh apparently you have book addiction like me XD. What are youu readingg 😮? I'm kinda upset bc of exams but other than that I'm ok. Thank you for asking 💙
@Tobedoctor
i’m reading fourth wing and these violent delights by Chloe Gong right now. Two books at the same time, lol. Wbu?
@Keith22534
2 books at a time XD you're genius keithhh 😎. I haven't read those books, since you have a good taste i should add them to my reading list hehe. I have finished reading girl in pieces, perks of being a wall power ( not at the same time) and currently reading it's kind of a funny story, well all are based on mental health stuff and bit triggering but super great 💙.
@Tobedoctor
I read The perks of being a wallflower too. Is Girl in Pieces any good?
@Tobedoctor
heyy im so sorry i havent replied. im really sorry. college started and i really love the classes but it's hard making friends and im trying. home situation is like, idk, im just not saying anything. and i shifted, so i've been super busy with the new house, ( shifted with family :( ) yeah, thats about me..
how are you, tobe? how's your studies? hope you're not stressing yourself much. love ya so much and miss you.
*hugs, also it's friendship day here, so happy friendship day tobe and @Keith22534
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@ilxraurel01
Aww it's okk ilaa! I'm really happy to know you're liking the classes 💙. It's understandable to find difficulty in making friendship at a new place but you'll do great! I'm so soo proud of you for trying!!! Your future friends are lucky to have you ilaa. I'm sorry to hear home situation is not well, i hope it becomes better 💙. Shifting and adjusting to new environment can be difficult, how are you finding new place friend?
Tobee is doing ok and trying to study seriously XD. Let's say I'm not pressuring much... Thank you for your concern friend. 💙 Andd happy friendship dayy for you too *sending hugs and love
@Tobedoctor
Im glad you're okay. and good! hope that does give back some good to you *hugs so tight<33* it's okay its just too quiet, i feel lonely, but idk, im just letting things go as it is. thank you for your positive statements <3
@ilxraurel01
Aww I'm sorry to hear it's lonely and quiet there ilaa *hugss super tight* But you're not alonee I'm here for youu and keithh, your other cups buddies. i know it's not same as real life but we loves you tons ilaa💙 ( i would love that kind of quiet place tbh XD) how is your neighbors, are they any friendly?
@Keith22534
Girl in pieces is one of my favorite book noww it's super great but it has *lots* of triggering stufff like sh, drug addiction, suicide, depression and more soo i won't recommend you to read it *yet* i know you must be curious but... Be careful!
@Tobedoctor
ohh, ok. its ok. I may read it, maybe. thanks
