Torean and Kiara: The 6th Revelation
Seriously, Don't. Read. This. Thread. Nothing will be revealed to you, and you wouldn't comprehend it anyway. Every series needs a title with "revelation" or "revelations" and its always the worst one. So, there you go, it'll be super boring too. But the two of us are in for the long haul, so don't worry about us, we'll make it.
Lol, those are very common themes.
Ah, poor guy. Sorry to hear. The song was pretty good.
Depressing because of theres kind of a hidden theme against being open or making yourself out in the world. Like, you'll always fall for the oldest sins in the book and it will leave you broken and desperate, which isn't often that true. Some people are genuinely uplifted. The ending is nice for the father taking him back and everything, but I feel like going back to roots where we weren't and won't be happy still has a lot of inherent issues. I dunno, I read too much into things. đ
I Miss Me More reminds me of my stepdad and exesâŚ
You should try more of his songs <3
No⌠Itâs an allegory of running away from God. We can run and far as we want⌠But God will always wait with open arms. It doesnât matter how how you mess up, the choices you make, the sins you do⌠He will ALWAYS take you back. <3
Curious, I might try to do that soon.
I get that it was about running away from God and that he always welcomes you back. That part was clear. I just read other things into it. Like, he really wasn't happy before, so what becomes of that? I mean, I can accept the standpoint that going back is the right thing to do, whether or not I agree with it. I just think I know too many people going back to things that don't make them happy, just out of pressure.
Did you?
I think it was more of a âI wanna go party and do stuff I shouldnâtâ thing. He slept around and stuff.
Not yet.
Well, sure, he did those things, but I think the bigger point is that he wasn't happy before. It's totally cool to come back to things that made us unhappy with a new perspective and maybe even try to make it work better, but we shouldn't do it out of familiarity.
Just think of the redemption arc. How his father waited for him and took him back, no matter what bad and crazy things heâd done⌠Thatâs what God does for us. <3
My ideal day would be waking up fully-rested before sunrise, having a breakfast with coffee and waffles, and going on a beautiful hike somewhere new and interesting at sunrise. Probably ending that with a swim. Then going to a sushi lunch with friends, and the rest of the day being cool and overcast, hanging out to do fun stuff like an arcade or laser tag. Getting some time to recover and play video games and get my daily stuff done, and then going out for drinks and a nice dinner followed by a good movie. đ What about you?
Probably hanging out with my friends for hours, eating good food, laughing a lotâŚ
I miss that. Things are changingâŚ
Would any of that include me in it?
That's true, times like that get few and far between. It used to be every week...
It definitely could â¤ď¸
Lol, yeahhhh... đ
I'd love to share many things with you â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Heheh. Like, delicious foods, or drinks... Or a blanket and cuddles...
Mostly cuddles <3
You'd share your food and drinks with me? Even after COVID?
Sure? I've had COVID, I've been vaccinated after that a few times, and... I think I'll be ok. Monkeypox could be an issue though in the future...
Cuddles sound really good. â¤ď¸
I think I need the latest booster, but aside from that, Iâm fully vaxxed and boosted. :) I was anti-vax until COVID lol! Did I ever tell you about my encounter with an anti-vax friend?
Dont they call it mpox now? Did someone get offended by the name?? Lol
How good? ;) What do you daydream about?
Yeah, I still need one more. Lol, you haven't told me, what happened?
Mpox or monkeypox, it sounds like someone is just making up horrible things to unleash on the world at that point. Like "monkeypox woo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo" *does spooky hands*
Like, really good. I do daydream about happy things like that. Mostly angry things...
He called me a sheep.
You sound like an anti-vaxxer now lol
Angry things?? About me???? :(
People who use that word are worse than blind followers in some ways...
Lol, I'm not an anti-vaxxer at all. I used to work at a research clinic. My opinion is that vaccines would be way safer than most medications or catching the actual illness. If they have a medication (not vaccine) to treat covid anytime soon, I would be more leery of that. I just feel like the name "monkeypox" seems like a thinly veiled absurdity.
Not angry things about you. â¤ď¸ I try to imagine running into people from my past sometimes... Or, really, I try not to, but they're like .. invasive daydreams. They always turn out angry at some point. It's hard to avoid for long. I think it's less about "forgiveness" and more that it's a less-abstract outlet for general anger.
Theyâre extremely judgmental and full of hatred.
I believe the thing about autism, especially because my autistic traits only showed up immediately after I got mine when I was little. I know a lot of people donât agree and thatâs ok <3 But now Iâm the first to get my vaccines!! I knew someone whose mom died of COVID⌠:(
Thatâs why I donât take medicine for my mental illness⌠Iâm afraid of the side effects.
Why did they name it after monkeys anyway?
Do you have OCD? That might explain the invasive thoughts and daydreamsâŚ
I tend to daydream about catastrophic events, and being able to be romantic with a guy because of them. Idk if that even makes sense how I described it⌠Is that weird?
I don't know about the autism thing, is that supposedly certain vaccines? My cousin lost his ability to walk from COVID. But either way, it seemed like a good idea for me. I was given a bonus at work, my mom would stop worrying about me being unvaccinated, and I wouldn't be prevented from doing stuff later. Total win win win.
I'm afraid of side effects too. And I've taken a lot of meds, they've all given me side effects.
I think monkeys get it too? Maybe that's not right though.
I do have OCD, not sure, but you might be right about it being a strong factor.
Heheh, I like your daydreams. đ It's my kind of weird.
Yeah, vaccines cause autism, according to some people. Thereâs a MASSIVE heated debate about this.I donât claim to know either way, but given the proof in my own life, I lean that direction.
He lost his ability to walk from COVID??? Wow⌠Thatâs so sad :â(
The first time I had COVID, it felt like I was swallowing glass. After my vaccines and such and I got it again, almost nada.
Do you still take meds?
Idk. Someone just doesnât like monkeys XD
I have a lot of intrusive thoughts due to my OCD. Even dumb stuff like repeating words and phrases in my head⌠Quite annoying lol
Yeah? :) How come? :)
I dunno. I don't buy into it, but I've mostly left it alone. There's a lot of anti-vaxxers where I'm from, and most of them are the kind to just hear and believe what they want to and talk over everyone else. It seems to me that they're far from proving causation, but certain factors might make it happen like in your case. It's always different from person to person.
Yeah, it made his own body attack his spine basically. It really is sad. He used to be so full of life. He's trying to be now, but I don't blame him for not being able to get there.
Geez, that sounds rough. It was like a regular cold/flu type thing for me, but I couldn't smell anything, and I could still taste, but certain things like ketchup tasted really bad.
I only take a low dose anxiety med. I think it makes it hard for me to lose weight on it though.
Lol, who wouldn't like monkeys?
I know what you mean about that stuff repeating in your head. Happens to me a lot too. I never really thought about anyone else having to deal with that honestly.
Heheh, just the way you described them made a lot of sense to me, they sound fun
Yeah. Iâm not 100% sure either way, so I donât fight people on it XD
Is that the same person you mentioned? Your cousin I think?
Why ketchup??? Lol
Does it help? Iâve been toying with the idea of meds.. Not sure yet.
Monkey haters XD
Its like mental Touretteâs XD
Drama can cause the best relationships <3
Lol, pretty much same, and I was talking about my cousin yeah
Ketchup or any sauces or any sodas. Something about the stuff in them
I dunno if I could recommend meds, it's up to you and your doctor. I have so many bad experiences with them.
Heh, it really is like mental tourettes and it's pretty constantly something with mine.
Drama can cause the best relationships? đ I like that
Howâs he doing? And for that matter, howâs your friend and his kids?
Weird. HFCS, maybe???
You donât have to recommend anything lol⌠Iâm just curious about your personal experiences <3
My brain is crazy sometimes. My fever dreams are weird⌠Like, not even dreams. Lol
I mean⌠true? Our trauma drew us closer together, right? <3
He's doing ok I think. I'ma have to talk to him again sometime soon.
I had a lot of bad experiences on meds. Usually they have some info to go on as to which ones might work, but you can always expect dosage adjustments and follow-up visits.
Lol, what dreams do you mean?
That is very true actually. â¤ď¸
Talk to him tomorrow. Send me updates. <3
Sounds funâŚ
Like, when Iâm really sick, Iâm practically hallucinating while attempting to sleep. Itâs weird. Fevers attack my bodyâŚ
Yeah, fever dreams are weird like that. I wonder if I was sick yesterday. I might have had that last night
Did talk to him, his parents are inviting everyone for a BBQ next weekend
Yeah. I'm looking forward to seeing them. â¤ď¸ I hope they're ok
Iâm sorry, baby⌠Iâm not ignoring you. I went to bed after 1am last night⌠Carâs in the shop today. A little thrown off todayâŚ
It's all good, are you ok? You weren't in an accident or anything were you?
Yesssss it disfigured my face. Iâm super ugly nowâŚ
Nah lol⌠The AC stopped working right lol