Reconnecting
Hi @helgyafy @tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul
I hope you don’t mind me creating this thread. I’m sorry, I haven’t been online lately and I couldn’t find where we’ve chatted before. I think of you all often and the kindness you’ve shown me, and I wonder how you’re doing. I really hope you’ve been well. I’m sending you prayers. Please pray for or think of me too when you have a moment. Please let me know how you’ve been.
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@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas good morning everyone ❤❤ hope your all doing ok!?! I just found out my friends want 1 child of each gender😮😮 damn! I don't know how their gonna raise 57 kids😮😮😮
@Tinywhisper11 I'm okay and glad to know you're okay ^-^ Sometimes jokes fly over my head *-* this one is on an airplane right now xD
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 don't worry I find me funny that's all that matters ❤
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @mytwistedsoul I'm sending mayo over with a care package for you ❤ don't worry mayo can fly ❤ I got you soup, for if your not feeling well ... Kisses incase your hurt..... A blanket for when your cold.... The Ghostbusters phone number just incase.... And a giant tiny hug for everything else ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 @BlueDarkAurora How are you both doing today? Is your New Year off to a good start?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm doing good😁 I'm actually really excited😁😁 it's supposed to snow later😍 yaaaaaaaaayyyy!
@Tinywhisper11 Wow that IS exciting! Will you get to go out in it? Sometimes I like just watching it out the window with a cozy blanket.
@Tinywhisper11 aw so sweet<3 I'll add some flowers
@BlueDarkAurora oooo! Yes flowers, nice touch ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 Awww this is one of my favorite things you’ve ever written. 🥰🥰
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas goooooooodddd morrrrning everyone ❤❤😁😁😁 I just found a £10 note on the street😁 but I threw it away it was clearly a fake it had two 00s on the end instead of one 0
@Tinywhisper11 That’s, uh, maybe not so good. 😅
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 😂😂😂😂😂
@helgafy I can’t find your last post when you said how long you might be away. I just wanted to wish you a good 2025. You have had a positive impact on my life, and I’m thankful for you. I often wonder how you are. I ran across this verse and thought of you:
”As iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend.” Proverbs 27:17
I hope you are well.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas happy New year Helga ❤❤ hope your ok ❤
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @BlueDarkAurora
Wake up! Wake up, the sun is out and it's a beautiful da.... Oh crap it's raining... False alarm go back to bed everyone😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora awwwwww 😍😍 that Brown one needs his beauty sleep😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 That's me :D xD
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm okay<3 How are you doing? I saw a comment from you about wanting to keep your cool while having to deal with certain people, are you still around such people?
@BlueDarkAurora That’s sweet of you to ask. I’m sort of still around these folks from time to time. My comment was mostly a lessons learned thing from the last year with those people. ( Really, reviewing lessons from difficult people over the course of my lifetime. 😅 ) I have learned a lot about how certain influences change how I think and behave.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I get that, also such lessons are mostly useful around people like that xD They teach us how to deal with them.
I can relate with what you said and it's nice to know that someone out there thinks that way too. What I really liked is that you talked about wanting to honour the other person as well, that's not something many people think about<3
Does it feel like the control you have over your emotions gets stronger the more you are away from such people? Or does it feel like you are back to where you started when they are around? (You don't have to answer the questions if you don't want to<3)
@BlueDarkAurora That’s a really good question, I had to really think about it. I’m thinking back over a long period of time now, and I felt really good that I was getting better slowly at handling myself with difficult people. Then in my most recent experience with my soon ex-husband, there were things about him that were difficult like other people. Pushy, manipulative, gaslighting. But there was a physical element with him that I haven’t had to deal with in a very long time. The physical abuse parts awakened a very old fear in me that I see now I never properly dealt with, I only ran from it. I would freeze a lot around him. Good things I learned went right out the window with him, as you said. I felt like a child again. I tried to appease him, or appeal to him. I knew things were wrong for years, but somewhere along the line my body couldn’t take any more stress. It was a daily thing. Toward the end I’d get very angry and yell back at him, say bad words because my regular words had no meaning to him. I’d feel bad and end up crying and apologizing. I was so conflicted, nothing helped me calm down. I’d tell myself I’d handle it with more grace next time, but then I’d end up telling him off again. I felt like I was becoming a different person.
Now that I’m out of the immediate daily environment, it’s as if my body has a chance to get proper footing. I’ve been a lot calmer and stronger interacting with people.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas It was a different experience<3 and when we are hurt and healing at the same time even a small change can makes the whole journey feel new.
You tried your best with all that you had<3 I'm so sorry that it went so far that you had to go to the extremes just to be heard. That is not a nice feeling, that kind of desperation to just want to be seen is so exhausting.
I really pray that you don't ever have to go through that again. You are strong, always have been but now you get to channel your strength in ways that'll help you grow<3
@BlueDarkAurora I really appreciate your kindness and understanding. I feel so bad admitting these things.
I wanted to ask what kind of “okay” you were the other day, but I chickened out. How are you doing?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas oh it must have seemed out of place ^^ I was just replying to you asking us how we were<3 And honestly I really appreciate that, I love when someone genuinely wants to know. I'm just trying to find something positive to hold on to right now so it was an okay kind of okay.
There is nothing wrong in telling your story but I understand that it'll take some time for it all to feel normal or like something that deserves to see the light. Our experiences are different but you feel like someone I can relate to. Thank you for being so kind, it means a lot to me<3
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas aw you took the time to think all that<3 That is really sweet<3 Thank you and yep it's alright so much alright:D thank you again!
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @Tinywhisper11 @BlueDarkAurora @WorkingitThrough2
A very belated Happy New Year to you all. I hope this is a very good year for everyone filled with hope and new beginnings 💜❤️ I apologize if I upset anyone or causing concern
@mytwistedsoul I thought you might of d!ed without telling us first😂😂 I'm glad your back 😘😘 I really hope your ok? I've been very very worried but sooooo happy now 😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 I will do my best to let you know beforehand lol! Thank you 💜 I have to admit, it's nice to know I was missed 💜
@mytwistedsoul you were definitely missed 😘😘
@mytwistedsoul So glad to see you back<3 Happy new year ^-^
@BlueDarkAurora Thank you! 💜
@mytwistedsoul How are you doing?
@BlueDarkAurora Some days are still a struggle but it doesn't have that rock bottom feel to it at the moment. I really appreciate you asking, thank you!
@mytwistedsoul 🙁 sorry your struggling😥 remember life is like a fart.. This to shall pass😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 This is true, but it really stinks!
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@mytwistedsoul I hope you know that you'll always have us here<3 You can always talk to us or maybe just share funny gifs :)) Whatever helps you feel better. Your absence was definitely noticed cause your presence is so warm and comforting.
@mytwistedsoul Twist! I was so relieved to see notifications from you today. I worried that saying too much might make you feel bad. I don’t want you to think you have to be here a certain amount of time. I take off randomly all the time. 😅 We just want you to know that we noticed, and your presence here means a lot to us.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Hello Pieces :) Thank you, that was very thoughtful of you. I do think on some level I did feel bad for disappearing but I guess we all do it? I must admit I'm a little surprised and deeply touched that my absence was noticed. To think that my presence here means something.... Thank you so much. 💜
@mytwistedsoul Maybe I’m just being emotional today, but your reply made my eyes well up. Of course we notice. Of course your presence here means so much. Speaking for myself, I’ve had some of my deepest, most meaningful conversations here with you. Not only do I feel like you took the time to get to know me, I felt like I am blessed to know you some too. There’s still a lot more I’d like to learn, but I care a lot about how you are and what you’re going through. During this time I’ve seen that a number of people noticed your absence too. Never a bad thing, just a sign of someone who’s made an impact. We all know you’re a special person.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas You left me such a kind and thoughtful reply. I have to admit, I was a little speechless. I still am, because nothing I type sounds the way I'd like it to. I honestly don't know what to say, except, Thank you. Thank you, for allowing me the time and chance to get to know you. And thank you for the time and opportunities you've given me to share here as well. 💜
@Tinywhisper11 I wasn't sure where I should post this. I thought here might be okay. I know you like the snow ❤️
@mytwistedsoul 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 I do love the snow, wow! That's so pretty😍😍😍 thankyou soul ❤😁❤ and if you need any help just gimme a call
@Tinywhisper11 are all your animals ok?
@Tinywhisper11 That has got to be a really powerful wheelchair! You would be unstoppable!
Yep all the animals are safe and snug in bed right now. The horse has a nice warm blanket on and has hay to munch. The feathery girls and boys are snug in their coops with their heat lamps 😊
@mytwistedsoul awww those animals are looked after so well ❤❤ have you been out playing in the snow!?! Are you keeping warm? And ok with food and stuff??
@Tinywhisper11 I've never seen so much snow, it's really beautiful where you live ❤😁
@Tinywhisper11 They are ❤️ You'd love the chickens. They're so friendly and sweet. I did sled a little. The ride down is fun but the walk back up gets tiring lol. It was too fluffy to make a snowman though. Maybe the next snow will be better ☃️
@mytwistedsoul your eating cheesy balls😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 so rude😂😂😂😂😂 I'm fine ❤ I have the feeling back in my upper left body😁 it's just not as strong as the other side, but that's ok at least it's back ❤😁 sleding sounds and looks like so much fun 😁 I'm glad your staying warm ❤ hugs you tightly ❤I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 I'm glad you got feeling back on that side. I bet with time your strength builds up too. hugs you gently I love you too ❤️
@Tinywhisper11 That is amazing<3 and so are you!
@mytwistedsoul This is from where you live? I thought it was a post card. My goodness, thank you for sharing your beautiful world with us!
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas it does look like a postcard ❤ souls farm is a beautiful place ❤
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Thank you for allowing me to share it here. I was hoping that you wouldn't mind
@mytwistedsoul you live in heaven? :O
@BlueDarkAurora Oh gosh I was hoping there wouldn't be snow in heaven. It's probably different there and doesn't need shoveled and isn't cold. That would be pretty nice!
@mytwistedsoul well it won't be everywhere +_+ You'll have sunny beaches and misty mountains too. I think it'll be like lucid dream, we'll be able to change things as we like.
@BlueDarkAurora I guess if we have our own personal he.ll we should have our own personal heaven too. Right now mine would be sunny and warm.
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @mytwistedsoul @BlueDarkAurora @WorkingitThrough2 gooood morrrning everyone ❤❤
For Xmas I got myself a new book titled '69 mating positions 😁😁 turns out it was about chess🙁🙁🙁
@Tinywhisper11 Good morning to you too! Thought I’d send you all some pictures of the snow we’ve been getting too! The second one is my cat’s paw prints walking on the porch railing. 🥰
I just realized you can see the dogs’ toy alligator on the bottom too. 😂
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas ohhhhh so pretty😍😍😍😍 does your car and doggy like the snow!????
@Tinywhisper11 Good morning :)
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas You've got a very nice place! Does your dog like the snow too?
@mytwistedsoul Hi! 👋 I have 2 and they don’t really like it. 😂 I have a time getting them to go out and do their business. It’s not too bad though unless I put salt down, their little paws don’t like that. The cat however loves the snow and will chase mini snowballs blowing down the hill. ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas Hello! 2 dogs! I love that you have 2. They have each other for company and play. 💜 I can't say I blame them for not liking the salt of their feet. Salt can be so hard on just about everything.
@mytwistedsoul I prefer having two dogs. I know sometimes it doesn’t work well depending on their ages and personalities. These two are inseparable, they’re always together cuddling and playing toys. They even clean each other. Cute, but gross. 😂 😝
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas They sound really sweet! 💜
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas awwww so cute ❤
How’s everybody been lately?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas cold very cold, otherwise all good😁😁 it's the time of year again they start selling cadburys creme eggs😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 my one carer surprises me now and again with some😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm fine, thank you. Dealing with snow and cold. How are you?
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas
All is well on the home front, but it is snowing, and that is unusual for us. So being shut in just keeps me focused on my Dollhouse making. I'm trying to make everything from scratch. I'm messing up loyally, but that's okay. I'll tear it apart until I get it looking more realistic.
My husband gets under my skin and this is my go to🤣
@WorkingitThrough2 that is so cool :D I'm curious to see the result.
@BlueDarkAurora
@WorkingitThrough2 This is amazing! There's even cups and plates!
@WorkingitThrough2 that looks so fun! Great details :O
@WorkingitThrough2 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 can I come and play
@WorkingitThrough2 Oh my goodness, how do you do that? 😮
