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compassionateOak202's One Line A Day Thread

compassionateOak202 March 31st, 2023

Hi, you can simply call me Oak while I still carry this username ๐Ÿ˜„! I'll be joining the One Line A Day challenge! Feel free to comment your support or anything as I journal throughout this thread!

So here is my first entry to start it off ๐Ÿ’–:

03/31/23

Today, I got to finally spend some longer hours with my long distance partner after several months. We watched a movie together!


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compassionateOak202 OP May 20th, 2023

05/19/2023 Friday

Today marks 2 years since my grandfather's passing.

compassionateOak202 OP May 21st, 2023

05/20/2023

It's been almost a week and my right ear is still muffled, which prevents me from hearing clearly from one side.

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adaptableOcean4193 May 21st, 2023

@compassionateOak202

sounds like a rough couple of days. My grandpa was my rock and the first person who made me feel loved and know how to give it. I will bet you miss yours terribly. I am glad for the good things he likely taught you. Carry them with you, and he will always be there. I hope your hearing is better soon. Perhaps you can get medical help?

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compassionateOak202 OP May 21st, 2023

@adaptableOcean4193 I'll see if this issue continues to persist, although I'm not feeling any pain or swelling on my ear, which I used to get few years back. Hopefully it'll fade soon.

And thank you for your kind words. My grandfather was like my second father to me when my own father wasn't around. Anyway, I hope you're doing well wherever you are. ๐Ÿ’–

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compassionateOak202 OP May 22nd, 2023

05/21/2023

Today this evening I officially signed up for something new here. There's a lot I can actually learn from there ๐Ÿ˜ฎ. Hopefully the journey's worthwhile! ๐Ÿ˜Š

compassionateOak202 OP May 23rd, 2023

05/22/2023 Monday

Day 1 of being a listener and it was really rough ๐Ÿ˜”. Got shamed when I used my L account to host a sharing circle today because it was so active and hectic and later had 2 rough chats, one them criticizing me for not asking questions when I already gave them space to talk about what they're going through. I miss talking to my long term listener ๐Ÿ˜ž.

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mytwistedsoul May 23rd, 2023

@compassionateOak202 Hey :) Hope you don't mind. I saw when you hosted in the sharing circle. With everything that was going on with the troll and as many people that were there. Hosting chats isn't an easy job but you did really good. And with listening that takes time too. Try to be gentle with your thoughts - you'll get the hang of it! โค๏ธ

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compassionateOak202 OP May 24th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul Thank you very much for your kind response ๐Ÿ˜Š. I appreciate it a lot.

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compassionateOak202 OP May 24th, 2023

05/23/2023 Tuesday

Today was a much better day. I received a lot of support and I didn't feel as down as I was yesterday. Continued to attend my recovery group as well as some readings. ๐Ÿ˜Š

compassionateOak202 OP May 25th, 2023

05/24/2023 Thursday

It was a good day today. I was able to go through 2 chat sessions when I originally planned one, did some more readings on the trainings, and attended my recovery program meeting and 1-1 peer support chat ๐Ÿ˜Š

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compassionateOak202 OP May 27th, 2023

i realized I made a mistake! this is supposed to be wednesday, not Thursday!

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compassionateOak202 OP May 26th, 2023

05/25/2023

Had my 3rd therapy session this evening, which turned out great. But most of the day today, I spent time streaming tv shows and movies with my sister, who is currently studying abroad. I miss her.

compassionateOak202 OP May 27th, 2023

05/26/2023

Finally set a date to meet my best friend from college after 4 years since we've graduated together back in my home country. I miss her so much. And I can't wait to tell her everything that I've been through - my crisis, recovery, therapy, etc. ๐Ÿ’™

compassionateOak202 OP May 28th, 2023

05/27/2023

Felt a bit sad today while looking back at my old art. I'm starting to realize the best course for me is to start everything over from a brand new slate...

compassionateOak202 OP May 29th, 2023

05/28/2023 (I skipped a day! woops)

I was still continuing to reflect on this feeling of wanting to start everything over. Build my image from the ground up again as an artist. At least this time it'll be from a new perspective.