Tragic Comedy or Comic Tragedy? My Daily One-Liner
First Day, My Way.
That means, I make my own rules...more than one line to begin. Just reminding myself that I am allowed to be less than perfectly positive every minute of everyday. I have more emotions than just joyful all the time.
Last line for today...I am grateful that I do experience joy, and that by experiencing hardships, I am able to recognize true joys.
4/4 ... I want to feel free, so I hope I dream of flying like a swallow or hawk, maybe a kingfisher so I can dip down in the water too.
4/5. I woke up feeling refreshed this morning for the first time in so long I can't remember😃
4/6 felt anxious about upcoming procedures, really about not being able to get the preps right in my head. I cant read them myself or get the things i need to follow them.
4/7 i feel stupid... Mixed up provedure dates with appointments but now have more time to get correct prep directions and what I need.
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4/11 fantastic disability support room chat today. I have been crying a lot when I've been in 7cups community. I don't think that's a bad thing. I think I am finally mourning what was lost so I can continue finding what I have. Seems like I've been fighting so long I never gave myself a chance to grieve after losing all of my faculties and one single day. I am so blessed that many of them have come back and are still continuing to get better after all this time. Grateful for understanding and helpful people at home, online, and other places I go.
@adaptableOcean4193 im proud of you ❤️. Hope you continue to stay strong and god bless.
@compassionateOak202
Thank you. That is very sweet as well as very helpful. I'm going to have to remember that one day at a time thing a little better. I have a tendency to be future-oriented. I guess I want everything right now. I should be spending my time appreciating that unlike so many others I don't have to get up for work. hooray! I would have been calling off anyway... I can't even imagine trying to work, while navigating all this physical and emotional illness But I know plenty here do. I say a prayer for all of you.
@adaptableOcean4193 As a constant worrier and overthinker, I would agree that we need to appreciate what we have now instead of trying to think about the past or the future. I also have so much going in my mind but my heart tells me I'm not ready or fully recovered yet. So it's going to take some time before I can make amends with those I've hurt unintentionally and move on. 💙