Efforts & Progress beyond Survival

9:12am Morning chore. 

@IsayUncle Morning is definitely a chore lol! Hope the day is kind to you! 

@mytwistedsoul

YES Indeed! Good point. LOL 🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂

Thx, I hope you have a good day. 😀

@IsayUncle Thanks! 😁

Morning chore. DONE.

11:20am: Sort office desk & Submit vendor application

Sort office desk & Submit vendor application - DONE

3:36PM: Go help friend with roof.

 BEFORE

 CURRENT

I NEED TO GO THAT EXTRA MILE..... 6:12PM...... Going to have some booze and jack up my truck to repair the brake caliper.

@IsayUncle you got this ❤❤ you have only a couple of things left on your to do list😁 yaaaaaay! Well done ❤❤

@Tinywhisper11 oh and have a extra drink on my behalf😋 cause I can't drink ❤❤

@Tinywhisper11

We really need to come up with a plan to get you drunk😵‍💫🥴.... Bad uncle... but lotsa fun sometimes! 🤣😁😂😋🥴. 

Europe early, good morning.

@IsayUncle 😂😂😂😂 if I get drunk I'll be telling my carers it's your fault, your a bad influence😂😂😂😂😂

@Tinywhisper11

Awww, don't be a tattle-tale. 😂😂🤣😂😂🤣

the drinking helped keeping me motivated.... and it helped making me tired.

but i got started ..... finish in the morning.

@IsayUncle Good night! Time for a well deserved rest! 

@IsayUncle It's true that you have a lot on your plate right now, so you'll probably want to put it off until you have the business going under its own power...or at least has a couple regular clients. Once you've achieved that, however, it would be good to cut down on the alky. I'm not going to preach about it here; you're a grown man so you already know what the consequences will be.

@slowdecline48

Thanks man, I'm putting the drinking stuff out there because I know I'll have to discipline myself relatively soon and maybe others are in the same boat and will find it helpful  or easier to talk about it also. 

thx agn 😀, Have a good day today!

@IsayUncle goodnight uncle I love you ❤❤ sweet dreams angel 👼

Thursday 543pm:  Put tools away, lower truck.

@IsayUncle All done? Woohoo! 

@mytwistedsoul

thx - 👍. Have a good evening! 😄

@IsayUncle Thanks! You too! 😀 

I've been wallowing around in self pity all day for several reasons. The reasons all seem to be piling up around me but for the next 4 hours I'm going to **** *** get back to where I'm supposed to be for a good start tomorrow.

1 - 441pm clean office 

Sounds like you had enough of the emotional muck for today & pulled yourself together, at least to fulfill your tasks. Good man. 👍🏼

@slowdecline48

thx... 😊. Just trying to get ahead of the curve a little bit. I got the office done and every little bit helps. Perhaps if I get all my laundry folded, that'll be a worthy achievement and if not, ..... it'll b ok. 🤨

Also - it sounds rather familiar. I too have dredged through my own gloom & self-hatred for much of the day, then got off to a very late start. It's happened more than once.

@slowdecline48

yea, sounds like you get it.... keep marching on.... when we can.