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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 14th

idk what to do i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know

justmeeva OP May 14th

i don’t wanna move

it almost feels like i can’t 

justmeeva OP May 14th

i can’t do anything i can’t move i don’t wanna move but nothing’s hanging not for the better at least 

justmeeva OP May 14th

i *** hate you life why do you do this to me why

justmeeva OP May 14th

not ok right now 

justmeeva OP May 14th

there’s no distractions no nothing 

justmeeva OP May 14th

i wasn’t supposed to see that i was literally just trying to go to youtube and because of one wrong letter that *** came up and now i- i can’t 

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@justmeeva

*offers safe hugs* 😔 

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*no pressure to answer at all* is there anything ni friend can do lovely? :( 
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justmeeva OP May 14th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

no idk i’m sorry

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@justmeeva

it's okay you don't have to be sorry. 💛 

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justmeeva OP May 14th

can’t move can’t bring the thing i’m stuck 

justmeeva OP May 14th

*** ***

justmeeva OP May 14th

it’s so close to me it’s on the shelf next to my bed but i can’t move i can’t