Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
fun fact:
in “driver’s license”, the original line of “guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that song about me” was “and i don’t believe you when you say i did nothing wrong”.
“i get overwhelmed so easily
my anxiety
keeps me silent
when i try to speak
what’s come over me
feels like i’m somebody else”
this one comment:
“emotionally: i’m done
mentally: i’m drained
spiritually: i feel dead
physically: i smile…”
i’m so *** useless lmao.
gonna try to do at least something now. wish me luck.
