Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
a song that started playing on my phone- but i turned it off within like 3 seconds so i don’t think she heard-
i.
am so.
stupid.
the tab was open on my laptop so the name of the song was on top there. and she saw it. and she pointed it out.
i covered it with my hands at first. then, i laughed it out. i pretended that she just saw a part of a sentence and that specific part sounded bad. i pretended to laugh about the face she made. the reaction she gave. i got away. i think.
i’m so *** stupid i have to be more careful with *** like that