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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 22nd

now i can’t leave this room before they’re done which is hours and hours later..

justmeeva OP April 22nd

oh for ***’s sake did you really have to

justmeeva OP April 22nd

this feeling. i can’t explain where it is. i can’t explain what it feels like. it’s like something striking through me. i don’t know how i feel about it. it’s not painful, but it’s odd. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers April 22nd

@justmeeva

some feelings can be hard to decipher ❤️ :') 

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justmeeva OP April 22nd

the feeling of hunger lol. fun. and my throat hurts too. but only a few more hours. or a couple. not sure. 

justmeeva OP April 22nd

just don’t come in this room and everything will be fine

justmeeva OP April 22nd

or even better - leave entirely lol

justmeeva OP April 22nd

they’re so close tho- 

justmeeva OP April 22nd

ok like right behind the door kind of close. 

justmeeva OP April 22nd

eughh this sound is killing my ears

justmeeva OP April 22nd

ok i think they moved somewhere further away now.