in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
anyways can we talk about how amazing some people are theyre just so nice and you appreciate them a lot <3Ā
@mytwistedsoul
*ehererer @mytwistedsoul rehrehrehg*Ā
itās okay if you donāt know what to say or something Im just genuinely grateful for you fr youāre awesome š but just incase you didnāt see xD
@iloveyouxx I think maybe some people know what it's like to not be heard? Lol! Oh me š³š
Aww thank you for saying that. Tbh I have a good idea of what it's like to not have anyone in their corner. It's hard when there's no one cheering for you. You're such a sweet person too. I see the things you write to people here and you're really kind and thoughtful šĀ and even though you get quiet sometimes too - there's a lot going on for you š
Idk I think this sounds conceited. š¬ Or big headed something like that. It's not supposed to - I mean I didn't mean it that way. I was trying to generalize and now I'm over explaining š š¤Ŗ
hey everyone <3 Iām back to school so you already know Iām probably not gonna reply to anyone in like a week
something happened today and it wasnāt to me I wasnāt involved actually it didnāt even happen today it happened thursday when I was absent but the situation is still idkĀ
it was another incident that happened. but um :ā) this wasnāt jst like a normal incident and yeah normal incident doesnāt sound right but it is at my school.Ā
im being serious this is definitely not probably definitely the worst thing that has ever happened in the school literally Iāve never heard anything even similar happen in any other school ever and everyoneās talking about itĀ
it makes me so sad but Iām also just omg
normally i donāt talk abt stuff like this like bad stuff that happens at my school to my grandpa because it stresses him out a lot and he canāt handle that and he doesnāt deserve it but I was jst talking to him abt it for like an hourĀ
every single parent got an email about it. bro thatās not normal. its smth that happened in my year and involves people in my year but every single parent got an individual email from fs1 to year13
bro Iām trynna talk to my dad abt it heās like oh yeah youāre talking abt the Z thing right?
(literally nothing in the situation starts with or involves z btw thatās why I used z)
im so :ā) soā¦ like. bro. wtf.Ā
my school is crazy in general and thereās sm crazy *** that is treated so normal bc weāre jst used to it like in Arabic today (I yapped too much and itās also jst too weird to talk abt)
but this isnāt just crazy *** this is just oh my god
bro not gonna say their names but this British blonde skinny kid and this black not fat but big like tall and idk guy no one knows where heās from cause he says a different place every time but in maths today Iām being serious I was like closer to the end of the table and like right next to me they were pretty much making out on the floor and I just looked at them and continued writing like I mean thatās normalĀ
but I wouldāve never expected something like this to happen in our school not in a million yearsĀ
and *** im like talking to my grandpa and Iām like āweāre literally all 13 I donāt know what theyāre doingā btw most people in my year are 13 Iām a year older because idk I switched like systems a lot so being in this year is right for me in this school but Iām a year older than everyone for some reason like just when I switched to this schoolĀ
but ***. what are they doing. what are we doing bro to the point where like :ā)Ā
anyways
bye
I woke up early today nd I forgot we didnāt have school today :ā) Iām jst waiting for it to get to 6:30 so I can wake up my brother
hey gusysyysss :>Ā
its
1:27amĀ
its lowkey earlyĀ
i fel horribleĀ
like
in my heart
theres this deep
idk how to explain it
it hurtsĀ
it kind of feels like a painful regret/guiltĀ
and itās like
sharp
bromall my posts lately have been so messy
and
jdj
i feel awful
im so tried
bye
(bro I wrote that like 2 hours ago. also in still awake and i genuinely feel like Iām abt t to faunt like rn)
bro said jdj ā ļø I meNt idk also ignire all the othermistakesesoryy
ik tneyre there herrem too im too tired otĀ
i got tired but u gwimĀ
iI meed to find smth simehow that sounds like when my ears are ringing becauseand I need it to mske make senseĀ
my esrs are ringing
hwsy the screen sorbbrightĀ
my hands are actually gong numb
my whole busy feels numb
im telling i im abt to faint i know itĀ
bye
@iloveyouxx Hey are you ok? What's going on that's making you feel like you might faint? Maybe call for your brother or your dad or someone?Ā
@mytwistedsoul
h they dont careĀ
jdk what hapependĀ
also howre u stikl here
ur so nice
thank you soul
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i wake ip ofr school in like 10 minyetsĀ
i relaly cant do thisĀ
something si so wrong abt today
