in the wonders of my mindđ.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnât look like međ§makes sense doesnât itđsince there can only be one *me*âšone of a kind now arent Iđ/sar. one out of 8118835999âšđ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youâre also one of a kindđ sorrysorry haha :Pđ€im just messing around xDđalso itâs 2am- but shush no snitchingđ€«Iâll sleep in a whileđwhen Iâm feeling a bit more sane :>đđ©·
wanted to have my own space.đ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.đ
to whoever's coming across :'3đplease dont lurk here.đ©· I know anyone can have access to this forum :')đbut please be respectfulđ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pđ yâall get crazy nosy haha- itâs alright.đnothing too interesting will be here anywayđif you would like to come in and be supportive itâs completely okieđbut please donât make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitđbecause Iâd still like this to be just my space ^-^đ)
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bro
yk that thing I was taljing abtÂ
the thing ln my ceiling that looks like a camea but wheniI asked my dad abt it he jst mutter3d smth nd ignored?
I talked abt it before but whaterre that
idk why but
i was looing at it
nd for whatevr reason I decided to wave to it
no idea why
butbafter I did
I have never been more scared in my life.Â
okay hold upthatsway too dramtucÂ
live been more scared before
for shreÂ
but
after I waved to itÂ
my heart just sank and this horrible wrong feeling hit me
i switched rooms I got so scared
any2aydÂ
bye fr
im tried
tiredÂ
byeÂ
@iloveyouxx ....hope youre okay frnd đ©·
I hid the devices nd went to sleep nd my dad left for work nd forgot to hide them so
i took a shower todayÂ
are u proud of meÂ
:>Â
how do ppl take 15 minute showersÂ
mine jst lasted like 3 hours ;-; but either way like my normal showersÂ
cant be under an hour
an hour at least Â
anywaysÂ
im rlly hungry
like rlly rlly rlly hungry :â)
but I lost like .35 kgs whatever that is like ik kgs but whatâs the thing that comes after the .Â
anyways
I lost .35 of it ;-; isnât that amazingÂ
but yh im ginna
continue starvung myselfÂ
anyways
byeÂ
oh I didnt see that.Â
aw. Iâm okay đ©· ty <3 wbu thođđ
im too lazy to tagÂ
man
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@iloveyouxx i am okay. A lil concerned about you but wishing you the best đ©·
@unassumingEyes
did u read  the post. are u sure ur okay ):đ€
this light pink sticker i made is for u cs i feel bad. like ew. for what ;-; couldâve jst told u she wouldnât have been there. but yh idk itâs someone in ur life I donât rlly know the context but I hope ur okay <3Â
@iloveyouxx im okay đÂ
I saved the heart sticker <3 thank you đ
Im so hungry đđ
its omay. Iâm gonna drink water cs as idk once sisd if ur hungry ur probably jst thirlsyÂ
smth like that
okay byeÂ