in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{so our english teacher had to tell us to be nice and welcoming. no one’s doing that- they said it themselves.} 

_{I don’t know him yet. he’s been suspended and when he’s back he’d be in our class. I just know him by description. according to some girls in my science class he’s short "fat"? and his haircuts "ugly" but idk why this is what people remember. but he also fights with every teacher and a lot of different people gave me examples which just makes it so scary how he doesn’t give up-}

kinda hope he’d shift the attention on him. he seems to do that a lot honestly.

he was friends with this person in my Islamic class that asked me why I was so ugly. 

it’s not like I’m sad about it. I don’t like being unrealistic. I’m not pretty but I’m not ugly- plus his whole account is him being insecure it’s pretty obv? he calls every girl ugly and he makes this voice- he’s basically that "class clown" just a lot fake dumber.

they all just did that fake laugh they do. hilarious- 

:’)

_{that same guy also told me I looked like I’ve been in a fire and that I looked like a hamster-? I don’t see the resemblance I’m okay-}

_{the hamster thing was when my anorexia was really bad. and my bones popped out so everyone knew I was severely underweight. he just wanted to take the perfect moment to target someone and their insecurities.}

_{dads back- won’t be on till after school.}

_nevermind. 

_{wont be back.}

@iloveyouxx 

*leaves you some comfy hugs and cookies here for when you come back* 

(no need to respond, it can just.. be here. 🩷)

_{murder scene.} 

_{"how predictable".}