in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{I don’t hate anyone I just feel hate sometimes.}

_{I’ve never hated anyone-}

_{can someone at least pretend they care}

_{and make it convincing.}

_{I still remember breaking down infront of my ex friend group} 

S062-

_{I still have to go there sometimes for french}

_{but I also remember their faces looking at each other trying not to laugh}

_{I asked one of them to atleast act like they cared}

*** I don’t like thinking about my ex friends-

@LoveMyMoonflowers

happy to see you’re back🥺💕💕

@iloveyouxx

thank you friend 🥺💖 yesterday was just a busy-bean day for ni friend :') 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

awe it’s okiee :'3💕hope you got some well rest after :0💜

@iloveyouxx

thank you friend. <3 *huggles you* 

_{do you ever feel like you kinda just have to remind yourself to breathe- :D}

@iloveyouxx

mhm sometimes. :') for a number of reasons, i think. me knows a lot of the time, most of the time even, our heads drift off to the scary land of scary thoughts… about doing things to self. 😞💜 i’m sorry friend.

@LoveMyMoonflowers

awwe💙that’s exactly how I feel >:💜im sorry you relate >:🩷you don’t deserve to💙

@iloveyouxx

you don’t deserve to either, lovely ): i’m sorry life is so hard and unfair. 😞💙 i can’t explain how proud i am of you for being here and for coming this far in spite of all the *** people throw at you every day 😞 in spite of what you go through every day, at home, at school, in your head.

ni friend can’t explain how much i appreciate your bravery and resilience. 💙 lots of love to you, nadia bean. 💙

_{I found out how old my friend was turning :P}

which means I can make the post now :') it’s in 5 days but ;-;

@iloveyouxx

birthday posts are always so funsies and heart-warming to make. 🥰 can take a lot of work, me thinks :') but worth it, all for the lovely birthday person. 🥺💖 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

awwe yus I agree for sure frend🥺💗I asked that birthday persun to make sure no one else makes it cos I wanted to xD🩷and yus they knuw I’m making one💜but I don’t think it’s spoiling cos they have no idea what I’m gonna do hehe :3💕plus only one other persun knows when their birthday is other than me su😈💖:>/lh

@iloveyouxx

awwe that’s sweet lol. 🥰 i’m sure you’ll make something vvv lovely, nadia friend. 💙 (does ni friend know them? :o /nfta, me just curious)

@LoveMyMoonflowers

hehe thankyou. :>🩷

(mm honestly no clu :P🤍I think you do :0 they joined early this year but I forgot if I’ve ever seen you 2 talks :P🤍plus haven’t been in rooms that often :0🤍)

@iloveyouxx

(ouh okie :o me not sure then. me thinks me knows who you is talkie-ing about :o if it’s them then nu i don’t know them vv well.)

@LoveMyMoonflowers

(hm. they have 2 accounts- listener and member :P they’re birthday is next Tuesday andd..why don’t I know what to say xD they have a couple silly posts on their m and like 2 posts on their l :o do you knuw them ?💜)

@iloveyouxx

(hmm me not sure friend :o)

_{todays such a slow morning :')}

@iloveyouxx

mornings or nights? 

i like nighttime better for some reason. lol. i’m a night owl 🤷🏻‍♀️ 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

hehe no I do too xD🦉🌃🩷at some point of my life I’d stay up all night and end up sleeping all day :PP💜

@iloveyouxx

ah, felt lol. i’ve done that before too. :P 

i just saw your bio and read that only sunnie friend can call you nadia beanie 😅 i’m sorry friend i should have read that earlier 😭

agh i really need to work on reading bios and understanding boundaries 😭😭 *smh Ni* 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

ou :00 *goes to bio and rereads*💜oop that’s inaccurate D: I love all your nicknames hehe :3💜imma go change that :3🩷

nu not smh ni D: and nu need to apologize- I forgot when I wrote that xD🤍sorryy- I’ve been too lazy to update my bio ;-;🤍

ou and thankyou for randomly reading my bio heheh :3💕💕)

@iloveyouxx

teenie text looks better somehow :o now i know why you and eyes buddy use it so much lol. 💜 this is so cute 🤭💜 and okay friend thank you for letting me know 💜 i overreacted then 😭 i’m still sorry :') i don’t think your lazy friend. every day you get a lot of tags so your a busy bean in forum-land 💜 and on cupsies in general. <3 and your a busy bean irl too having to deal with… mmm… life. 😞 :') 💜 so it’s okie. 

(yes your bio deserves random readings as well as regular readings 💪 but me thinks your bio is vv cute and fun and heart-warming to read friend fr your bio deserves bio awards or something lol. i wonder why we don’t have bio awards here at cups.) 

my bio is empty lmao. 😭 empty like me @_@

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Ikr xD🤭🩷

hehe stop being sorry :3💜I love you friend💗you have no reason to be sorry.💙

tbh yus I do get a lot of tags on cupsies heh :')🤍and life can make us busy beans trying to deal with it all su :')💜

(reading my bio I realized how fake positive it is xD I don’t think I’ve ever been on "mindful walks" TvT💜heartwarming ?🥺I would’ve said cringe or something😭thankyou so much hehe💕💕)

nibean is full of love and warmth :0🩷and kindness and empathy🥺💕sympathy and friendship- and a vv big caring heart💗that’s how I see it at least💕nifrend is the best💖

@iloveyouxx

i’m sorry i say sorry a lot :') irl and on cups *silly Ni-Ni* <3 i love you too friend. 🥺💜 

hehe i get a lot too 🤭 lately i’ve been taking forever to respond to them though. sometimes i just don’t have the energy to respond, especially when i write half of my reply or my entire reply and cups decides it’s a nice time to delete everything lmao (: 

busy beans - for some reason that’s so cute lol. 🥺💙 idk why 🥺

(ni friend not sure how i feel about positivity 🤷🏻‍♀️ but me thinks your bio is sweet and cutu. i wish they didn’t have a bio limit though :/ it would be cooler if they wasn’t a bio limit. *smh 7cups* first the heart limit and then the bio limit? 😭 and then the many poofing fairies D: who poof stuff. *w e e p s*) 

awwwwwww. 💙 your too kind lol. that’s so sweet of you to say, i’ll have to agree to disagree though :P on all of those :P 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

ahh you’re still apologizing T^T🩷I do too :')💜I love you mor thou :3🥺💕💕

omg TvT I hate that so much :> sometimes when I’m still on the same page and everything and there’s no reason it’d get deleted- cups does this weird thing where the page with my writing goes to the- right? and then I’m on another cups page- it’s also so nice it decides to remove those lil top arrow things so there’s no way I can get it back :> TvT💜

(tru :/🩷yk what happened to 7cups when my bio was too long xD? it didn’t only just take away a lot from the last parts of my bio depending on how long it was- literally my whole 7cups got messed up TvT all the writing everywhere- from pms to rooms to like the "home" page- some would be italic same way most of my bio is and some writing was purple or pink and some writing was obv smaller and it was all basically over each other and emojis were all over the place too :P it got really bad TvT su I had to change some stuffs💜)

D: hm its okie cos I agree with myself so much it’s not an opinion anymore😁but but why doesn’t ni think all those good(and vv true✨) things about her are tru :')💙

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@iloveyouxx

_{AHHAFSGHYEYHUGIWU sorry-}

_{It worked !!🤧🐈💕🍦💗✨🪄🐢🍦🦕🦕🩷🐾🪿🐛🐛🐛(my happy emojis :33)}

I wanted to save that somewhere ;-;